Life has not been fun at all lately. The past three months have been more than I could ever beat, but yet I have been chosen to do so. I am trying to sort out my feelings about my mother's death still. I have loved and always did love her. I just never thought in a million lifetimes that the first time I seen her in 2 years would be the last ( Read more... )

I have come to the realization that the guy that I have been talking to for the past six months is not " the one."  We have come to know so much about each other and I really thought that this could be it and it is not.  I just don't know how to move on from this point.  I don't want to talk to him anymore but at the same time he is still my friend ( Read more... )

Just thought that I would try to give a "brief" run down of the life of me since my last entry back in November.  First of all, I thank God that I made it to 2006.  Last year was a mess for me in my personal life, so just getting to another year was just wonderful for me.  So with that in mind, I have given my life a second look.  I took a chance ( Read more... )

As I was talking to my new friend Sean on the phone a couple of nights back, we ran into the topic of my father.  Anyone who knows me knows that is a touchy subject for me and I end up using the term "my sperm donor" to refer to my father.  Now, Sean was taken aback by this particular term and I had to explain to him why I used that term when ( Read more... )

I have gotten through my birthday with mixed emotions, but it is cool.  I am appreciating just being to myself.  No one has really said much to me at all, and I guess I have just spent the whole day reflecting on the fact that I can't believe that I am 28.  I am really truly understanding friendships and relationships.  For example, there are ( Read more... )

I just got my new schedule for work and I am so excited.  Bidding took place while I was gone to the wedding and I was upset when I came back and found out that bid took place.  All I talked about was bids while I was in training.  I got a call from the scheduling manager and he gave the option to pick what I wanted and I got it.  So now, I can go ( Read more... )

My mother finally got married yesterday.  I am glad that this drama is over.  I don't have to worry about running around the city like a chicken with its head cut off.  I am just ready to leave Milwaukee.  I am tired of the craziness I have seen and heard over the course of my trip.  If it wasn't my mother getting yelled at for things not under her ( Read more... )

Everyone talks about love and I just want to know, what is love?  Is it the thing that makes you just feel giddy all over or is it the feeling that resides within that we say is so hard to let go?  How do you know that you have love?  Some say that it is just there and others don't know it until it's gone.  What is love?  I was told that love ( Read more... )

Lately, it seems that work has been kicking my tail... real hard.  If it hasn't been one thing it is another.  From being understaffed to people showing the true meaning to "being a L.A.," it has been trying on my body.  Every place that I thought didn't exsist now does.  I feel like I am back in the Army all over again for the exception of the MRE ( Read more... )

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