I realized some things today. I'm going to try and better myself. I know I'm smarter than I've been acting. I apologize to everyone that I've ever annoyed with my ignorance. I annoy myself more. I guarantee that.

I have a barbie fetish. They sort of turn me on. Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a sick bitch. I think it's just the plastic titties that turn me the wrong way. Maybe it's the right way. I don't know. Oh well.

It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy...

Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way...

Passive aggressive bullshit

There is no love left in your eyes
There is love between your thighs...

I want the life you think I have

Is this a test? It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.

I hate ugly people. I love beautiful people. Oh...and I really love having sex. It's extremely enjoyable. I also love Redrum. My sister is my best friend. Sometimes, I wish I had a penis. Sometimes I want to have sex with children. I've been having some form a sleep paralysis lately. It's very unsettling. If I had to die right now, I would want ( Read more... )

I just got home from spending the night with Katie. Yaaayy! It was pretty fun. My brother came too. I was hoping you could come Shawnee, but maybe another time. Hanging out with her made me start listening to Malice Mizer again. They are pretty good.

Can you believe this? My sister had sex with Brandon. This is bullshit. I was just starting to like this kid. I was really thinking about hooking up with him. Then my sister comes over last night and breaks the news about what she's been up to, and I'm like "What the fuck?" Oh well. He's not my man anyways. He's free to do as he pleases. Though ( Read more... )

Today is sucking my balls. I've been planning on going to see my sister all week, but b/c there is a "boy" there, my fag ass father won't let me go. Fuck that. Now I have to sit here at my house until Monday. BORING. Then I was trying to fuck this guy, and he had to be stupid and turn me down and tell his g/f all about it. That bitch. I'm starting ( Read more... )