I don't have time for this lame, public journal. Delete my account or something. I won't come back. I have no problems anymore. I'm happy with my life now. If I'm sad, it's b/c I'm suppose to be and that's cool. Whatever, but I havn't been sad in months. I met a boy who actually cares about me. He actually likes ME, when I do those silly things I ( Read more... )

Does anyone have any clue that Silverchair is one of the best bands in the world? They are. They are currently my most listened to. Daniel Johns is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. Well, there is this one boy who I'm hardcore crushing on and he looks a lot like Daniel, but he's even hotter. But that's not important...hehe. Uh, yeah, fuck ( Read more... )

I love life. Haha I love my fucking life, bitches! I met a voice today that wasn't a voice at all. More like a point of view. A glow that will never dim, and energy that pulled me to your eyes. This won't be like before. (Justin- I promise) I fucking hate you all. HEHE.

Well, it's been a few days. A lot has gone down in a way. I'm falling in love with a 21 year old. It's funny when you first think about it, but when I really realize what I'm doing I'm like, shit, stop, bad, 21, april's X b/f. And well, it's weird. I don't like Brandon anymore. He is a good friend, but he's just not for me. He helped me when I ( Read more... )

I know that no one reads this anymore, but it's nice to write anyways. Not much else to do at the moment. I'm bored. I want to go to my sister's tonight, but parents are sucking some cocks. I don't know my current plans ( Read more... )

Wow, today sucked. Neither Lucretia or Kevin were at school today. I felt so alone and talked to all those people I abandoned. Yeah, shitty. I had all this stress on me to do homework and shit too. I hate that horrible feeling. I'm just so lazy. I mean, it was a report on aliens, one of the few things I love reading about, yet it was still so ( Read more... )

Yes indeed I'm, alone again ( Read more... )

I don't feel too swift right now. School blows now b/c all my good friends are gone. Now it's just the annoying ones left. Blah. I'm sad b/c my best friend doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. :( I can just feel it. Why did I bother? Oh, and apparently I'm just not hot enough. I really want to get abducted by aliens. I'm pissed off that I've ( Read more... )

I've been in such a good mood lately. Nothing has been bothering me much. I wake up and I feel fine. I go to school and it's normal. But I've started having these weird "moments." I'll just be walking around and just fucking sitting there and I get really upset or sad. It's pissing me off b/c it's not going away. It's been happening for several ( Read more... )

Everyday has been good. I havn't had a bad one is quite some time now. I'm sort of happy. I'm hoping it will stay that way. I really hope it gets even better. The only news is that Elliot Smith is the shit. I'm so happy I found out about him.

-Amanda
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