I am getting tired of being lonely this summer. I blame my exhaustion from work. Being an adult with a real job sucks. I need to replace friends again. That sucks too. Every 3 years or so I have to make a new friend circle because people move away. I am getting tired of it. It would be easier if I had someone who was just for me, somewhat committed ( Read more... )

Don't talk me into having a bday party and then not show up. I am so not okay with that.

So I got a place to live. Going to sign the lease today. Happy birthday to me. Now if I can just get oak bay rec to hire me tonight then I can concentrate on applying for teaching jobs ( Read more... )

Heard Human twice in two different restaurants today. Maybe it is a sign. We are to be friends again.

I wish someone would say to me congratulations, let's celebrate and my birthday is coming up soon too. Same let down feelings all over again.

I feel the need to write again. Maybe it is because I am done my Bachelors of Education degree and am not forced to write anymore. Many changes at once, as always. Finish school, move, get a job. I feel very unsettled. I feel like withdrawing. But I won't. Be easier if people asked me to do things more often then me finding things to do. But people ( Read more... )

I need to share. I need someone to share with. "Happiness is only real when it is shared" - Into the Wild. I keep pondering this. I get my hopes up and then I get them dashed. I am tired. I miss so many people who I used to be able to share with. Where are they? I miss you.

1. you need someone who likes frequent physical and emotional connection like you do, but who helps keeps dependency in check in the relationship so that you two do not lose your identities as individuals ( Read more... )

ok . i need to post about tv cause the people i can talk to shows about are always a few days behind me and i am censored to mention anything about the shows and it's frustrating. so if you haven't seen it yet then you better skip it.

OH MY GOD! Meredith's dad hit her and he hit her hard. It looked like a closed slap and I hated all the LA crap.

PBS is trying to torture me. Last week I watched Anna Karenina and it ended half way through and this week it was Jane Eyre. Now I have to go reread those books again!