i actually forgot about livejournal until today. well doesnt matter,i never post and my keyboard is broken.

merry christmas

im finally out of the chair and looking straight ahead. it felt like forever and it was probably one of the hardest things ive had to do.

the whole thing still isnt over but its only gonna get better. cant wait to see anyone. im fucking dizzy

a few weird things have happened today in my mind. but i cant really explain it.

and i have a really bad headache which is part of it.

so here is the story ( Read more... )

im sorry if im not the son you expected me to be and im sorry if ive made mistakes..

but i make my own choices and i do what i do.

you cant change a person with words and threats

i cant change anymore. ive done it enough

the year is over. it has been the worst and best year of my life ( Read more... )

i guess no one will know how much i really care

i recently realized that i dont know who i am.

but i think ill find out before this year is over.

Im finally leaving saturday morning for orlando. its finally here and i can taste the freedom ( Read more... )

i sound like everyone else on here.

but im just sick of trying .

to change things i cant change and pretend im better than i really am.