california dreamin...

[sewziemarie]

my old journalism teacher from high school just called me. it's funny. in high school, i hated her. made fun of her (along with marissa. god we were such bitches). 9 years out of hs...i love the lady. she's been there for me when i needed support..always cheering me on. telling me that i can do it...that im strong

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[teefers]

seeing tom petty at bonnaroo! of course alexis has good taste.

yes, you are better. so proud of you sewz :)

[sewziemarie]

i think back to all the stupid shit i did. (like move for a fucking GUY. *smacks herself*) and just how sad, lost and depressed i was. i honestly never thought those times would change. i thought it was something i was going to have to deal with for the rest of my life...there was no light at the end of the tunnel....but determination prevailed. i didnt give up when i wanted to the most. i said "fuck you" to most of the people who said shit about me. and im glad.
my life truly is better than i could have ever imagined...
and to all those who doubted me... FUCK YOU!

[teefers]

yeah well, we all gotta do stupid shit before we get smart, right? what sets us apart from other people (e.g. your sister) is we actually learn from our mistakes :) so don't worry, at least that stupid guy didn't get you 1 million pesos in debt (haha im not kidding) like mine did ;) *hugs*

[toxicelement]

yay sewz! im proud of you honey. alexis is gorgeous, and it sounds like the two of you are doing great. cheers, you'll be juuuuuuust fine.

[sewziemarie]

she is the most beautiful lil girl ever. this morning she was laying on top of me after "breakfast"...and i have no idea what i would do if she wasnt here. she truly is the greatest thing i have done in my life...and i love her more than i could ever put into words.