First and Last emo Entry... (Just proving a point)

[sex_aholic]

Just so you all know... Yesterday I found out that amongst not my close friends but rather my near-friends, that majority feel I am numb and shut-down, quite similar to what an old friend who shall remain nameless said, naming me none other than a robot. This entry is not how I normally write, and not how I would normally want to write even, but

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[turquoise_bra]

sry im kinda lazzi to read
i luv u and miss you we need plans very soon
<3

[sex_aholic]

yeah we do.
what are you doing on wed?
♥ the userpic

[turquoise_bra]

well i have school unlike u lucky ones..
how bout this weekend?.. maybe.. ill see
but all im saying is we have to make up for the times we had missed k?
i luv u.. <3

[sex_aholic]

of course. i meant after school by the way you loser lol

wow

[glebestrock]

I'm amazed at just how similar you and I are. The exception is that you're brave enough to explain what you just did. Whereas I would just run.If no one else understands, know that I do. xox

Re: wow

[sex_aholic]

well that in itself is important enough to me
thanks for telling me that
now i know im not alone.
you just made my day

Re: wow

[glebestrock]

I don't usually make people's days, so that made mine. I'm not pleasant company haha. My head spins in circles so much and fast that it's not spinning. ohhhh check that out rachael.

Re: wow

[sex_aholic]

yeah i know youre just saying that to get me lost but i actually understand it.
i think you're great company, by the way.

[sexkitten8]

hello rachael. i'm so glad that you found someone who has broken into your system. i know you're not glad that he has...but i am. whoever he is, keep him around. i hope you learn about your emotions and perhaps finally embrace them. i also hope you learn to trust people that deserve to be trusted, and keep those away who will destroy it.
~Emily

[sex_aholic]

this entry was written for two people and two people only.
you were one of them
im glad you read it.

[sexkitten8]

oh really? was the other person the boy?

[sex_aholic]

no. the boy already knows i think

[dead_cartoon]

wow i read all that.
i love your rachael x like 4218471274812

♥

[sex_aholic]

thanks i love you like 981398419853928759827459287487 times more
♥

[xsecretbeautyx]

omg racheal im so happy for u thats great that ur cahnging ur ways and thats so cool that some1 made u change the way u think so u can make it better for every1 i love u and i miss u plans soon k!

<33 audrey

[sex_aholic]

thanks audrey
one optimistic voice in my day