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I have major anxiety.

I've been avoiding school for the past like 3 days and I think I finally need to go back tomorrow, but here are my thoughts for the future.  Because when you have a nervous breakdown, you need to start thinking. 

• I'm gonna get homeschooled starting the new semester
• I need to go back on meds
• I need to start dancing at Agoura ( Read more... )

i feel like curling up and dying.

i hate him

i hate her

i hate me

i hate it

i hate you

i only have 2 friends

one is dangerous

one is distant

im getting bored of my life...

So yeah my birthday was fun.  I went out to dinner with Mayadarker_side , and we had a good time afterwards too.  Things have been going by quickly this week.  Kelsey came to school today and we hung out and had a fag before I had to go to some lame dance rehearsal.  It was good seeing her because I miss her.  And I miss having my Kools, because those are our ( Read more... )

It's my birthday tomorrow!  Woot.

So anyways... no more little lollipop.  I am sort of getting older, but I still wish I was a good 3 years older.  Then I'd be legal for enough of the stuff I do, but nonetheless everybody has got to start somewhere, right?  So I am just at the beginning of my road, with a million new choices and outcomes everyday ( Read more... )

Just so you all know... Yesterday I found out that amongst not my close friends but rather my near-friends, that majority feel I am numb and shut-down, quite similar to what an old friend who shall remain nameless said, naming me none other than a robot. This entry is not how I normally write, and not how I would normally want to write even, but ( Read more... )

why doesnt anyone ever comment?

Engulf yourself in pools of pity. You are the only one drowning, though. You are dying and it's your fault. Let your friends be close and they will bring you up. Too bad for you. You're dead to me now.

NEW YEARS WAS FUN.Went Cosmic Bowling with Jackie, Megan, Nicola, Ilana, Maya, Reine and Andrew. Then Jackie, Megan, Nicola, Ilana(duh), ( Read more... )

maybe things arent so bad after all...
just confusing as fuck.

*he likes fucking with peoples heads.

new years is tonight
i think i might go cosmic bowling with my beloved jackie then go to some hotel party maybe with my beloved kelsey if that works out... otherwise just bowling and my liquid man.

♥