what's worst is knowing it's yr own fault. i was on lithium for over three years. i was told i was bipolar. the psychiatrist always tells you it's not yr fault. it's a disease. "like diabetes". i stopped taking lithium nearly 6 months ago. i was not sick. i am not sick. i am deluded. i lied to myself. it's my fault. it's my insecurity, my lack of ( Read more... )

We all woke up today ( Read more... )

seems like everytime i write a song about this person, they're bitter and angry and amazing. the songs usually turn out really great too. maybe that's why i keep them around. even though they make me amazingly bitter. and angry ( Read more... )

...I really like it. It's by Archilochus of Paros, a Greek mercenary soldier who lived from 680-640 BC. One of the earliest Greek lyric poets. This is my favorite poem out of all his short lyrics and fragments. It's one of my favorite poems in the whole world at the moment, actually ( Read more... )

I never seem to know where I am ( Read more... )

goddamn the singer ( Read more... )

i threw up from drinking too much for the first time in my life tonite. at least i think it was drinking. i don't think it was the diner food from bound brook. it was good food. here's to new milestones and ridiculous 2 hour rides home at 4am.

situationist221 (4:09:42 AM): in fact, it's because of the surrealists that a good amount of the dadaists swore of art and left the avant-garde ( Read more... )

Yes or no, no explaining are the rules apparently. Here goes ( Read more... )

so i went to allegra's b-day celebration on saturday. it was fun. we went to john's and got italian food and i got to see emilyn and sean normal for the first time in quite awhile. afterwards, we all hit up a karoke bar and had our own private room. needless to say, i rocked "africa" by toto, and "i want you back" by the jackson 5. after everyone ( Read more... )