Just read this nice piece of poetry today, and I thought I would post it, as to not forget it. It made me feel good about all of my loved ones who have passed away and taken their final ride ( Read more... )

I just stumbled upon a drawer in my room filled with old pieces of writing from school. I think I will re-type the written ones and copy and paste the ones saved on an external hard drive of mine. Here is one ( Read more... )

A large hill looks over a valley, and the valley holds a great city. It is twilight, and the cars and planes can be seen through the darkness, their lights blazing with desperation in their departure. Clouds swirl in the air, and lightning cuts through them, the Earth giving it's own foreshadowing of the events to come. Nature has taken refuge ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I supposed to do ( Read more... )

Stuck in the same position as two years ago. Dead end job. School interrupted by probation. Drinking heavily. Still suicidal thoughts, just no actions following. It's getting to be more like impulses now... so odd. Funny, it seems like yesterday that I wasn't this stressed/fucked and I still had a good head of hair, a brain that wasn't too insane, ( Read more... )

In the deep, dank and dark dungeon of a basement they lay together after a night of drinking. The house above them is quiet, as the night for the rest of the tenants has ended. Their night, on the other hand, has just begun ( Read more... )

I've heard there was a secret chord ( Read more... )

I just got off of work. 8 1/2 hour day. Not too horrible. I felt like shit for most of it. I just felt hollow, walking around, discontent with everything. Ever since I saw you, I just realize how alone I really am. I read an old entry on here last night before my last post. It was the one I posted when I had to put my boxer Talulah down. I wasn't ( Read more... )

In some ways, I'm more in control of myself today then I have been in my whole life. In other ways, I'm so out of control that it feels like I'm just a puppet, dancing around for someone's sick pleasure ( Read more... )

Just feel like writing something that isn't due to my mood ( Read more... )