The Inevitable Failure ( Read more... )

I'm going to jail soon. October 12th is my arraignment in Troy, for being pulled over on I-75, apparently speeding, after having 3 beers at a friends house, and possessing under a gram of marijuana and a pipe for it. I was asked how much alcohol I had consumed that night by the officer who pulled me over, and I told him the truth. He asked where I ( Read more... )

This is just a quick recollection of the events that transpired in a dream I had last night. I wish I could go into extreme detail, and actually make a piece of writing out of it. Seems like I want too much from a stupid dream though. It was so vivid though, when I was dreaming, it ended almost like one of those recurring falling dreams that I used ( Read more... )

It was a chilly night. The Meijer parking lot that I walked all day looked tired, trash scattered, and stretching with resistance to the thoughts of home in my mind. I pushed countless carts, up and down the lot, wondering where the hell all these heavy hunks of metal came from. My partner on cart duty for the night always shot the shit with me at ( Read more... )

Why I would hate to talk to myself ( Read more... )

Ok, so that last entry was a bunch of emotions venting through mindless typing. So pretty much all emotion. No thought. I think thats my main problem. I act on emotions rather than thought... oh well. It hasnt lead me astray yet. See, peole can argue that it has, but only I know what I have done for a fact. And I know what has an effect on me and ( Read more... )

Thats very true. Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end. I dont really know if I want to make it through the next few weeks... I may not be able to go anywhere or do anything. And I hate my house and my house life. Thats prolly why I go out all the time. I have been at Justins, but i guess since people say I was out doing other ( Read more... )

Wow, im freaking out. I was sleeping just a little bit ago, woke up and saw that it was 7. I thought it was 7 a.m. and that I had to get up for school. But it was just 7 p.m. tonight! HA! I fooled myself for a second. So not only that, I called Noelle shortly after and heard some terrible news. She didnt want to talk, so we got off the phone. Then ( Read more... )

I am the most fatigued I think I have been for some while. Just got over my sickness, and now im left with nasty post-sickness... like nasty everything. Blah. Oh well... No, I dont have any mirrors Noe. Sorry you cant break 'em! Uhhh blah. This is terrible. I dont really think I can write much more. So much to tell, so much sleep to catch up on... ( Read more... )

Bad. Yes, I am sick and depressed. I wasnt really that way until I hung out with Kristin. By the way, her sisters kick ass at playing the violin. Anyway, we talked about old shit and new shit, and then I got on the topic of putting myself down, cause I do that a lot. And then i guess I realized after she had left how its true. When I do it at first ( Read more... )