I'm not exactly sure why I am writing in here after all this time. I suppose it's because I feel more like the person I was when I wrote in this journal. I had another one for awhile, but I don't feel like anything I write now would go with who I was at the time.
I'm feeling lonely at the moment, but I guess that is not really anything new to me. I ( Read more... )

I don't know..about anything.

I'm not in graduate school. I would need to go back to undergrad and take more courses, which I'm not going to do. Even if I did that I'm not guaranteed to get in when I re-apply. Stupid school. It was quite the process to even find out that information ( Read more... )

So, I am now living in Springfield, MO. Back in Missouri..yippee. Actually, it's not so bad here. I never would have moved back to the St. Louis area. I think it's more that I hate St. Louis rather than the state of Missouri ( Read more... )

My poor kitty. He was taken to the vet this morning for a check-up, and normally they would have put him to sleep but his bloodwork didn't come back good enough for that so they called to ask if they could use gas instead. :/ The doctor also wants to check his thyroid b/c he has lost another pound since last year and a thyroid disease may be the ( Read more... )

I'm so annoyed that I can't even put my thoughts together to write anything coherent.

Haha..it's been so long since I've been using this thing regularly that it took me awhile to figure out how to make a new entry ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm feeling sad right now. Quite a bit of time has gone by since I've been back home. I'm about ready to leave too. Ah, well..it will happen soon enough ( Read more... )

I've been home for a week and I'm still not all the way moved in. It's taking forever. :/ Everytime I move I remember how much I dislike the process of moving.

So, I am done with college and living back at home. I never would have thought I would move back here until a couple weeks ago. It feels really odd to be living here again. I actually don't feel like I am living here. I mean, this really doesn't feel permanent. It feels like it could change at any moment ( Read more... )