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my #1 fan
this made my shitty week a little brighter ( Read more... ) -
hey man, nice shot
too much has happened to catch up on in an entry and i'm tempted to start writing in a completely different style. i'm bored with my own drama. it makes me feel like a child. i want to feel like a writer again ( Read more... ) -
8 redbulls deep.
i haven't journaled in a while. tired of updating with bad news, i guess. things are calm right now. mostly just kind of sad. sad that i really love two guys, neither of them quite enough for me, and both of them just enough to make it next to impossible to let go. i suppose there are worse things than this. but i hate feeling like i'm hurting ( Read more... ) -
rick roll gone wrong
him- just like rick astley said...
me- uhm. except for the second line..... and the third.... and the forth.... pretty much the entire rest of the chorus....
him- oh, i don't know that much of the lyrics...
him- just read them :(
me- yeah, that's a bad song to reference.
me- you should know more than one line from that song before referencing it. -
porkchop sandwiches!
today i'm going to try and write about something different. it puts things in such perspective when you read through two months of entries and they all say the same thing as if it's anything new ( Read more... ) -
no drama in bahama mama
so- bahamas were incredible. a truly wonderful vacation. it started off with me feeling super shakey about the decision. did i really need to be doing this? can i afford it? will my job fall apart? and what about my delicate relationships i'm leaving behind? will i come back to find everyone ganging up on me again ( Read more... ) -
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my grandma just passed away a few hours ago. mom called. dad's in vienna ( Read more... ) -
picture this
that really sad cover of "somewhere over the rainbow" is playing ( Read more... ) -
single. for once.
So I broke up with S. And it felt like this huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. And I've been single all week. and alone. I haven't gone out at all. I've spent every night in alone, wathcing movies, drinking wine, cleaning, playing with luca, wanking ( Read more... ) -
self awareness is my defense
was reading this book at sasquatch last weekend called "Games People Play." If I had to retitle it, I would call it "games stupid annoying people play," but it was interesting nonetheless. It got me thinking about games I play. And i stumbled onto a big one for me ( Read more... )