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[sexkitten8]

Everything feels like a kick to the stomach right now. I'm all fucked up over nothing, and it hurts. I don't know what it is...but something hurts. I feel like I need to be addicted to something all the time. Whether it be a drug, a boy, a knife, whatever...i just need something to distract myself, so it seems. i can't just be alone and not think

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[anonymous]

I think the only thing you need is new meds. Your addictions are only things you want... which all in turn make you unhappy anyway. And this all seems sad.. GO GET MEDS GO GET MEDS.... but fuck it.. if you're going to be dependant (sp) on something... let it be something your doctor wants for you... not your knife.. not cigarettes.. def not guys.

I know you don't want my two sense, sorry. <3 Mel

[anonymous]

This has nothing to do with anything, but last night at work and fifty year old man told me I was beautiful and I threw up. I don't know what I'd do if I was raped. EW too much to think about.

mel

[anonymous]

ALMOST threw up**

[sexkitten8]

Hey mel, you rock my world. that just made me happy.

[sex_aholic]

you ARE beautiful mel.
so he was just stating (in a creepy, out of place way...)

[sex_aholic]

looks like you got your wish.
isnt life great?