I was just sitting here recovering from cleaning the house when I stumbled across a closed journal. It was made by a 34 year old woman with several eating disorders. When you read someones journal it always starts with their last entry and I essentially just read her suicide note. She updated her progress in her successful attempt at overdosing ( Read more... )

I'm drinking right now. I almost never drink. I'm having a Mike's Hard Lemonade...LIGHT version. I'm so lame but I just don't need the extra carbs. Damn carbs, always getting in my way and trying to make me keep this baby weight FOREVER!

I hate carbs.

So, I got an email back about the Christmas name draw thing. Basically there was no response to me just a re-draw of the names ( Read more... )

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Livejournal is still good for something. I can't rant about my family on facebook because they all would know how annoyed I am at them and my choice of language would not be appropriate ( Read more... )

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Happy 4 month birthday to my little Ethan. I love my little man :)

Ethan slept the whole night in his OWN bed until 7am!!! That kid is great! Hannah on the other hand appeared in my bed around 2am, brought her back to her own bed and when I woke up this morning there she was lying next to me. I love having her cuddle with me but I can't possibly have 2 kids sharing the bed with me or I will never get a decent ( Read more... )

I'm sweaty and yucky feeling right now. I feel sick or maybe just tired. It was a long day between Hannah's rebelling and Ethan's desperation to eat everything he can find. I need a vacation or maybe just a good night's sleep. I'm dying to get my period because I think that somehow that will improve my PMS-y mood. I've still got the pregnancy ( Read more... )

Ethan grew a whole inch in less than 10 days! That kid is going to be frickin' huge! I'm not sure what he weighs but I would guess around 17 pounds at least and he's now 26 1/2 inches long at just over 3 months. The little newborn look really doesn't last with my kids. Those crazy giant genes just don't quit ( Read more... )