I'm tired, so very tired of covid ( Read more... )

August 31st. It's been 5.5 full montns of my kids being home from school. 5.5 months of complete and utter WTF. In 2 weeks they will all (fingers crossed) be back in class. I'm worried about them adjusting to leaving home everyday after such a long break in routine. I'm sad that the littlest one is starting school in time with so much uncertainty ( Read more... )

It's my birthday! I always think that I don't need any big to do about this day but now I realize that maybe I've just conditioned myself to avoid disappointment ( Read more... )

I've got my cake and I'm eating it too and f@ck life hasn't been this enjoyable in a while.

Happy. It's the little things that really make your heart sing. The things that do it for me might not do it for you and I don't even care suckers!

Choice and personal desire only go so far in the way our lives unfold. We are at the mercy of circumstances beyond our control, Choices that others make impact the decisions we ourselves can make ( Read more... )

Everyone is here all the time. I just want to have a good cry but not have to answer any questions as to why. Trying to stifle my tears in my pillow is really not cutting it. This is such a first world problem, but I'm living a first world life and it's real to me.

When people say to "not get offended" and make a statement about something you are perceived to be doing. All the while they are doing the same thing but in their eyes it's not a problem because it is for their own benefit.

I am offended but for the sake of peace in this fucked up time I will say nothing to indicate same.

Updated the privacy on some older new posts. I guess I'm not even sure how this works anymore. I blame old age.

I'm attempting, for the hundreth time, to approach this from a new angle. Let's see.how.long I last 😉

I love to write things down. Not type things out so much as handwrite notes and lists for myself. If I'm in bed or laying on the couch I like to think about things obsessively. I play out scenarios in my head with many different outcomes. If I'm feeling uneasy or concerned about something I end up drawing elaborate conclusions in my mind. It makes ( Read more... )