In the past year, I've become pretty good at keeping my relationships pretty low key. Its not because im in any way embarrassed of these guys, but in a high profile world of dirty martinis, malibu bay breeze's and of course your average red devil, which is anything but, it becomes extremely difficult to avoid rumors when you're constantly in ( Read more... )

As I walked out of my house at 7:08 in the morning on a surprisingly crisp saturday, i was awe struck. The day before it had been in the mid to upper eighties, the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and the air was rich with the scent of freshly cropped grass. And yet only 12 hours later, the air was cool and smelled like the early ( Read more... )

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Miss Ya Bitches ;-)

When single in the early stages of spring, is it abnormal to feel lonely? With valentines day still in the rearview mirror, and spring's welcome sign just inches behind me, i cant help but feel like i grow more and more lonely everyday. And maybe im not lonely-maybe its just the fact that everyone else is paired. Even Leanne in a sense. Its ( Read more... )

There are two things i cant seem to shake this season. One being the snow, the other being the crazy, confused, and rambonxious thoughts that seem to bounce back and forth in my mind, like a bad arcade game from the early eighties. I've been asking myself that question that no one ever WANTS to ask themselves, but always does. "What do i want ( Read more... )

Thats right no comments on how you look-and why? You look like shit ( Read more... )

In a diner down in East moriches we made small talk. Our first meeting, the one that almost didnt happen-due to my extreme enjoyment and participation in sleeping. His name was Lawrence Phillip...Kinda funny seeing as how mine is Phillip Lawrence. Our conversations that night didnt lag once, we were both natural born talkers, and even at the end ( Read more... )

What Are We Waiting For ( Read more... )

A person comes to a point in their life when they have to admit certain things. Denial cannot last forever, as much as it has tried, it'll never win. The past few months have been hectic, discovering new things about myself, and admiting many things about other people. People arent always who they claim to be, and people arent always who they ( Read more... )