i opened up livejournal because there was so much i wanted to say but i stared at the white empty space and realized there aren't enough words to express everything i currently feel.

It's Christmas Day, and I'm not feeling very seasonal. In fact, it feels like a gloomy day. I spent my first few hours of Christmas in Bintan, and it was pouring the whole time. Had a great breakfast, but then that's cause it's a buffet and as everyone knows, I lack total restraint when faced with food (especially breakfast foods, because that ( Read more... )

So... Life's kind of ambling along now. Which is nice, I guess. And yes, you probably have guessed this: it's exam period (again) hence I'm here posting and procrastinating (again)! Isn't it nice how some things never change hahaha ( Read more... )

It just struck me that making new friends, or getting closer to people you've just met, is much like a crush or starting a relationship with someone. Albeit without the wanting to snog and get in each other's pants of course ( Read more... )

so i realized something today ( Read more... )

Somehow, I miss me last time. True, I do prefer this me. I prefer me after everything has molded me, and I know I have changed since I've come to Melbourne. But thinking back to the me in secondary school, I miss that version of me. So earnest and young. 
I think that's why I kind of dislike you. You have that same earnest feel and I think I hate ( Read more... )

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First love. The reason why we think first love is beautiful is not because people we first loved were actually handsome or pretty. It’s because we were unconditional, innocent or a bit stupid at the time of first love. And because… And because we know that we can never go back to that young, passionate time of our days.

First love is a bit rash. ( Read more... )

i need to pee. holidays are good. just got back from gold coast 2 days ago. kind of feeling guilty about possibly screwing up my accounting group assignment. still annoyed/frustrated by the loss of my pouch - why couldn't that person have taken only the cash? now i've got to run around replacing everything. not fun. a lot of work's coming, a lot of ( Read more... )

Watching so many shows and dramas is starting to get me down. Or maybe it's just life.
It was my birthday just 2 days ago, and yes I felt happy. I felt happy with everyone putting in effort for my birthday, and being surrounded by people I met just one year ago, and even just this year, who put in effort for me touched me.

But life is really starting ( Read more... )

time for my regular ~scheduled~ check in. how's everything hangingggg ^_^ i'm in quite a good mood today because i finished my assignment and handed it in before deadline (well it was due at 10am and i handed it in at 3am). and i woke at 1pm, had no school, so decided to reward myself by having a mini buffet while watching community! so i managed ( Read more... )