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++It's nights like this that I hate. So unnerved, excited, worried, contemplating about stupid little things, that it keeps me from sleeping, thus resulting in a tired, cranky, unnattractive Jes when she does finally get a two hour cat nap and wake up. Ick. Well, things between sihk_rellik and I are now smoothed over, which I'm glad happened. I didn't wanna ( Read more... )

++Why does it have to be so frickin' cold outside? It's bad enough it snowed, but COLD too? C'mon what'd I do to deserve this? I want it to be warm again. You know I'd be singing a different story if I was still in school and stuff, i'd be doing a dance cos there'd be no school and all that crap, but since i'm not in school, i'm just achey anc crap ( Read more... )

++It seems that I have had some troubel finding a direction I want to go with my life, but it seems that I know what I want to do. I just wanna rot away. Yes that's right. I wish I could paid to do the things I love doing the most. Being with friends. That's it. That's all I want. But we all know this isn't going to happen so oh well :( sadness ( Read more... )

++And oh how I'm enjoying it. I could more or less say what I said in my greatest journal, but that would just be pointless, completely, I'm telling you. SO I won't. If you wanna read what was said go Here and read it, cos dude, I'm not going to repeat myself anymore....too late already did. Oh well ( Read more... )

++So sore, but like hell it was well fuckin' worth every aching bone and joint. Yes, that's right. The show was last night and those of you who didn't come, you SUCK HARDOCRE COCK!-- no let me rephrase that. You suck donkey cock. Yes there we go. Anyways, yes they rocked my panties hard core ( Read more... )

++As most of you know, today is the big day. Astrid haven's show will sik sanity and ill mic shall be happening at tremont music hall. Doors open @ 8pm, it's all ages. so if you live in the area, you should stop by ( Read more... )

++I hope you all won't be spending new years alone, but instead with the ones you care about deeply. I know I will. *beams at her family* I love them dearly and I think they all know this. TOnight shall be rather interesting and I wish I had a camera to document it all, but alas I don't. *cries* Oh well. What can a girl do besides wish? But I hope ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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There. We now all know what the problem with Jes is. Yay? *rolls eyes*
cybizzorg and I love those pink pills, don't ( Read more... )

++alright, here's the deal. The only reason i haven't been updating more often is because at the current moment the computer at my house is dead, well not completely dead, but gettin' there. anyways, for the next week or so i shall be staying with sihk_beauty and what not in charlotte. go me ( Read more... )