Not how it is and repeated mistakes

So, I look at her and I see myself,
And it hurts to see her how I once felt;
Making the same mistakes,
Maybe waiting for her heart to break ( Read more... )

So, last night I started the perks of being a wallflower and this morning I finished it. It was just so wonderful, how people in the book I felt like I knew and everything made me think and remember things and geez, I have notes all over my arms from things that I felt like I had to write down because the book really kept making me think of things ( Read more... )

Sweet. I finished my required summer reading. A Morbid Taste For Bones was very suspenseful and although, I didn't like it in the beginning it was really good towards the end, and well, I was sick when I started reading it -- that's probably more than half of why I didn't like it. I'm so relieved that I'm done though ( Read more... )

I don't understand him.

Maybe I'll never fully understand him.

Is he trying to keep me guessing?

Maybe...

It makes me want him so bad.And another sad thought to ponder ( Read more... )

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So, I'm secluding myself from everyone, just relaxing in the lake and thinking. All of a sudden, I'm thinking, wow, look at how huge this lake is, and look at how small I am compared to it. When something else is so huge and magnificent how am I ever supposed to get noticed, and when there's plenty other people just as incompetent in the lake with ( Read more... )

an eventful evening ( Read more... )

( guess who <3333 ..he's a hottie. )

Distant

As I sit here,
Tears run from my eyes,
For indifferent reasons;
incomprehensible reasons.
And I look past myself,
Through my mirror..
I see right through me.
There's nothing to me,
I'm nothing special.
There's no one for me in this life.
And I've never seen the face of selflessness.
Only helplessness,
Help me, my evanescent friend

"I do not want Mary in my house ever again. She's out of my life forever. That's it ( Read more... )