you cruel bitch is this some sick joke cuz its driving me insane

Well I've been up all night either playing diablo 2 with bryan or listening to music in bed trying to sleep. yes sleep the very thing i crave most right now but my mind wanders and there is to few hours in the day to sleep as much we are "supposed" to. I realize now that the world I thought of growing up does not exist and how I miss those days. ( Read more... )

I am with unhappiness, life is totally fucked they say life is not fair but up until now i really didnt think it was pointless. it seems so easy for others so why is it so hard for me 

Ive noticed in the last few weeks there has been alot of peer pressure towards white drugs. Until recently there existance was shrouded in secrecy from me I really dont like it because those things will ruin you. For example a friend from whom I will not name has been having serious problems with cocaine lately. Just in the last 30 days he has ( Read more... )

Hey so theres been a bunch of drama in my life lately and its not cool. About a week ago my girlfriend (at the time) broke up with me. It was kind of hard but after the second day she wrote me saying she was so sorry and she wanted me back and I forgave her. For the next couple days after we got back together she was being more effectionate ( Read more... )

Hey I just came to the library to check my email and wanted to write something. So Im dating a really nice girl now named Alunya who I meet at work. We started dating sunday I wanted to put some pictures up of her but I dont know if I can at the library. My brother moved out of my house a few weeks ago and my friend morgan moved in I like it alot ( Read more... )

lately ive been doing alot of partying I went to a party at my bosses house on thursday and got pretty drunk but i had a really good time. then the next day I went to another party at my friend matt and jordans house it was pretty good. they had way more than enough alcohol and they bought a pinyata. I took a couple shots of tequila drank and ( Read more... )

Lately things have really been sucking. I didnt get that job at symantec they just called me said they extended the offer to other cantidates. I went on a date last night which didnt go that well i guess i was just really nervous. I really didnt want to screw it up but I havnt really been on any normal dates before now. I just need to look at ( Read more... )

Hey so apperently im getting that job at symantec next week i already went thru my interview and filled out a 7 page application and returned it to them. thanks to erik. so there supposed to call me next week sometime and then i come in and fill out some more paper work i guess. Once i know for sure they are going to hire me next week im going ot ( Read more... )

hey whats up everyone i got the internet finally. Ive pretty much just been working and partying for the last week I got a girlfriend since the last time I updated and broked up with her a few days ago we where together for like 2 months. Im having a party next friday 3/11 so for all my friends I havent invited yet come to the party an if you dont ( Read more... )