Well my birthday was pretty cool i got really wasted, not something i wanted to do but hey had nothing else to do, it was nice jess came down and completely shocked me cuz i thought she had something to do but she lied to me, and by the time she got there i was already wasted yet i saw her and hung up on my brother, who of course i was drunk ( Read more... )

All can i say to myself at this point is everything is going to be ok. The school year its over and now its summer and im at home, and its never been so nice to be at home. I never realized how much i love my family, how much i miss them. Sure my mom is crazy and very annoying and sure my dad is the quite doesnt say all that much but i love em ( Read more... )

Well its 4:30am and im at the library typing a paper...i cant wait for this week to be done, why is it that during exam week i always get the least sleep, last year 1st semester i stayed up and almost got stabbed second semester i had a hard time sleeping cuz i knew i was gonna be leaving the ex, then last semester i just, well i dunno didnt go to ( Read more... )

Everyone has something or someone in their lives that keeps them going, that makes them happy...i sometimes wonder what mine is:-\

Well i went to church for the first time in a long time and i wasnt forced i went on my own free will, and not with my parents, it wasnt bad some church in Jenison..im still not sure what i believe in but im gonna give it sometime and hope that the answers will be revealed. It was not a bad Easter my parents drove up with Kevins parents to visit ( Read more... )

I wake up every morning unhappy wishing i could find something to make me happy and today is not different, ive been up since 7 and for a friday thats early to me but i cant sleep, ive gotta go to work at least while im there i dont have the time to think, i wish i could go home for Easter and just forget about all thats here and everything i dont ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder what life would be like ( Read more... )

So yea alot shit going on lately. I wish i could say all good things but it never is i got into this huge argument with my parents the other day and my dad ended up giving me this huge speal about how i need to have faith and i need to pray and God will guide me and all this crap but u know my parents are only trying to help but im not them. Its ( Read more... )

Well i really have no reason to write in here im just extremely bored right now, i think im finally back to my old self, i mean the guy that never gave a damn bout anything, the guy that does everything half asses, im lazy again, i dont do a whole lot and its not cuz im depressed i just dont care...kinda how i use to think before i came to college ( Read more... )

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