Did you ever really love me...i am begining to wonder i think back to all those times u would move away when i kissed you, the hiding from your parents, the fact that when i mention the idea of seeing you, it never excited you but only made you more down...If i think back all i can do is wonder did u ever really love me and if you did why dont you ( Read more... )

Im going crazy, i cant take this feeling anymore, its just so fucking hard, ill never be the same person i was before, a piece of me will always be missing...

I cant do this its just to hard...I cant sleep, i cant stay focused all i think about is you. I have to let go, u dont want it to be then i guess thats how its suppose to be, love isnt all its cracked up to be apparently...

Life is not worth living...Its funny how happy you can be at one point and then just not at another. It seems so easy for you but its not for me. You dont even seem to be phased. I was in heaven and now ive been placed in hell im just suppose to spend my life in hell. I dont deserve happiness never have and never will. Oh well i guess im doomed ( Read more... )

I miss my girlfriend... I didnt know it was going to be this hard to be away from her..I knew it was going be hard but not this hard. I feel like im nothing and Im missing a huge chunk of who I am, I mean it will only be a month the 29th that ive been away from her, and to me it seems like eternity, yet theres still 3months left of summer( ( Read more... )

I love my girlfriend, she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Today is my birthday and she sent me a card and it was so cute. I had to open it up 3 different ways and when it was finally completely open it said I love you in a big heart. It was so nice. I love her so much. I wanted to see her today but i guess its ok beacuse I may ( Read more... )

I miss her I miss her so much, its hard...tomorrow is my birthday and I only have one wish and this is to see my girlfriend, I know it wont happen but i just want to see her. I love her and its so hard not being able to see her whenever or to hold her in my arms and cuddle with her and look into her beautiful eyes and tell her I love her. I miss ( Read more... )

The days they are getting more and more boring... I have so much time to do nothing...I miss my sweetie, its so hard it seems everything i do and everywhere i go there are things that make me think of her. I love you Amber and I miss you.

I miss Amber, she is all i ever think about. I just want to be there to put her to bed, to see her when she smiles, see her when shes sad. She brings light into my life I love Amber so much. This is going to be the hardest summer of my life. When I left Amber I cried. I kept strong when i was with her and I thought I could do it as i left but ( Read more... )

I havnt updated in a while but i thought I would inform everyone that the best year of my life is coming to a close. People think leaving high school is hard but there wrong. In highschool you only see your friends at school and sometimes at night or on the weekends. Its so much different in college My freshmen year at college ends today I cant ( Read more... )