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Rage...
White hot fury boils through my blood and I seek to calm it... so I am going to write.
I take time to form bonds with people, to truly begin to trust them. I let myself trust someone a little sooner than usual and in typical fashion it resulted in me getting burned, badly. The irony is that this wasn't a romantic relationship even, it was just a ( Read more... ) -
New friends, yay!
Haha so I've made a few new friends from working at the store.
One of them, "M" we will call him, is pretty effin cool... not gonna lie. Okay so they're all cool. They invited Jessie & myself to their place for a party on Christmas Eve, and so we went ... and we had a BLAST! Its tough in most instances to have fun when you're sober, and ( Read more... ) -
Therapy + Drama = Not so Therapeutic?? Bit of a vent session
So my hot boy therapy came for another visit... which in itself, is great ( Read more... ) -
A special level of hell?
Pretty sure there's a special level of hell reserved for me .... and my completely warped & twisted sense of humor.
I received in the mail today, a box of free Enfamil baby formula. A big box too.... I'm going to donate it to charity since it's perfectly sealed and I do NOT have a baby, however I did think it was amusing that apparently I 'Want ( Read more... ) -
Kinda stoked!!
Kinda super stoked! :D
Having a really good day! Who knew it was possible to be THIS happy? LOL I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts because I know it can't last forever, and maybe if I appreciate these moments more... they'll happen more often :D
That's all I'm gonna say!
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Pleased....
...So Progress has been made I figure!
I was having a bit of an issue with my "Hot Boy Therapy" guy, he kept on asking me "Is she hot?" when I was talking about my friends. Not being shy or one to hold back, I grit my teeth the first time it happened. Grit my teeth the 2nd time it happened, and then the third time it happened I let myself cool ( Read more... ) -
Angel with a busted wing :(
Well, its been a little while since I updated! I thought I may as well post an update on here when I was writing on my facebook wall and had a bit of an epiphany.
(Believe it or not I am hoping that by posting on here that the pain in my back will dissipate)
So, "S" and I are no longer even friends. I find it ironic that he with all of his worries ( Read more... ) -
Dreams of Death...
I dream a lot of death lately. I always seem to dream of death... I suppose it means that I am going through a series of rapid changes on some level ( Read more... ) -
In conclusion...
...yes, conclusion seems fitting. End of a chapter, end of a friendship ( Read more... )