So, I guess I'll give you all a little update. I did make a new diary, but I never started using it because right after that post I couldn't get to the internet after that up until now.

Hopefully I'm getting the internet soon. & If not, it will only be another few months & I'll be back to school. Yea, I'm going back. No one is going to be there ( Read more... )

So, I'm hopefully getting the internet soon. I'm about to undergo a new change but sometime very shortly after the new transition faze I will be back. I HOPE. I miss you guys so much.

I'm almost happy to tell you however, that this journal will come to an end. I've seen alot of new things, experienced alot of heartache, & grown emensly as an ( Read more... )

So, the welfare thing didn't go as planned. Apparently you have to be 19. Uh huh. I'm getting sick of this rule in the system where you have to be 19. Ie. Why I don't have a fucking phone. or the internet @ my house. The system says 16 is legal age to move out of home. 18 is legal age to have your own home. But for cable, heat, lights, hotwater, ( Read more... )

so beyond pissed off right now. i'm sick, sore & cranky, but whatever. i'm walking down the hall, see whitnee, smile & she turns her head & fucking snubs me. well, what the fuck ever. she wants to be a bitch to me i've had enough. its bad enough i didn't drop her like a bad habit when she fucked me over royally with the apartment & i'm STILL in ( Read more... )

alive...

but still not back..

I've been so busy lately I haven't even thought about lj, probably which is why my hiatis is still in effect. I just needed a past time for a little while today.

Whitnee & I got our apartment. I'm beginning to see why it was a bad idea. & I'm beginning to hate myself a little, like my dad told me I should. I should have taken the offer he made me ( Read more... )

so in saying that i was considering leaving for good, only 2 ppl commented. uh huh. that tells me something. to those who did, thank you. to those who didn't, i'm sure you weren't online or busy or a million other reasons to which i sympathize but whatever.

my journal is now on HIATIS until further notice. i have no idea when this further notice ( Read more... )

i'm in school today & don't have to be. cuz of exams. UGHHH.

people not commenting suck.

i think this diary is about to come to a hault, soon. details later, after i consider staying.

Reading this in my inbox right before i headed to work today melted my
Sent : January 19, 2006 11:50:24 PM
To : x6xbabi_gurlzx9x@hotmail.com
Subject : RE: *sniffle*

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I lovey u bunchez baby more then nething in the WHOLE wide world.. yessum its true ur so precious :)

so i'm back up to 71 friends. still less than before, but i'm getting back up there. it seems like for every 5 friends i delete, i meet 10 more. there's just too many chicks on here i wanna get to know. lol. it already takes a good hour to read/comment on my friends list every day. ahhh well. at least i'm not one of those people who have ( Read more... )