i indeed made a new LJ!! well, i guess its not that exciting... but in any case...

its awesome_saucey

cuz quite_the_awesome_sauce wouldnt fit :( oh well :) so yes... add me, and ill add you. i may send out a few things but... uh... iono. im lazy hehehe

muchos amor

~emele

yay, i know whats going on in american music again! the only english stuff they played in italy was backstreet boys and those annoying black eyed peas and gwen stefani songs. urg ( Read more... )

today was really nice.... im dead tired now though. the whole 9 hour time difference thing is beginning to occur to me though... but it was a cool day so i can still talk about it ( Read more... )

soooo... our luggage got left in paris got airline people are lazy. and i have no idea when im getting my suitcase! i bring this up because i bought a jamaica color beanie and its AWESOME and its in there and i miss it. along with my digital camera and ipod stage/charger, and converses and marching flute and various other things ( Read more... )

current ( Read more... )

so... i think i my disclaim those last two entries. im confused out of my mind, im calling steven later, etc... so yeah. DISCLAIM SAUCE ( Read more... )

ok, i cant leave the internet place yet cuz theres a big funeral processon goin on outside, and i dont want to be rude. heh, symbolic of anything? i gotta try to take my mind off of it. read some hitchhikers guide to the galaxy ( Read more... )

so, i broke up with steven. not that i wanted to... but im really mad and i know for fact after what happend this is not going to work out. so... bright side? im still kinda looking for one. ive found a few ones in my desperateness. 1) going back home tomorrow. more people to talk to there. 2) at least i dont feel guilty for thinking about other ( Read more... )

ok, feeling passed. whoop-de-doo! anyways... im gonna miss italy. the trip went by so fast, and i love it here. i miss everyone more than i can describe, and i think everyone at schools forgotten about me by now... but thats ok because the food here makes up for it. i dont think ill ever be able to eat american cheese or pizza or salami again... so ( Read more... )

meh, after checking some emails and thinking, im sort of confused. every time i get really attached to a guy... they either leave me or i freak out with a lot of stress and parranioa and stuff. its usually the first, but i guess im sort of feeling the latter right now... but i get a vibe like i should give up because thingsll never be the way i ( Read more... )