Well today my mom got a call saying that he brother or which in my case my uncle had just passed away....Me and her were both crying, it was so hard to hear that...Well i guess he was at the bar and he said he need to get air, so he went out to get air well he was out there for a couple min.Well then one of the boys went out and my uncle was blue ( Read more... )

Well man i am board off my ass and theres nothing to do..me and Ryan havent talked in like 4 days and its driving me nuts lol...But yea anyways god its so hot outside right now blah, its like 90....So well i just think i'll go out in the pool

i'll write more later

I wrote this poem 2 years ago when my boyfriend commited suicide ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I'm not everything you want ( Read more... )

Some people say I'm rude ( Read more... )

This is a poem i wrote a year ago after all that has happened to me, hope you like it ( Read more... )

Some people wounder why i wear black ( Read more... )

Well heres the e mail he sent me ( Read more... )

as yu can tell i was pisses sorry ( Read more... )

Well i am doing pretty good and everything...still thinking about Ryan, I tryed to e mail him but he hast writen back so i odnt know whats going on...Anyways sorry to boar you people about my love life but yea...I dont know i never really do this but Ryan means so much to me and hes a great guy and i just like to show people that....I know my life ( Read more... )