i have been thinkin alot lately. i mean alot. but i all i know is that i need to talk to jake about all this stuff. i don't how he'll handle some of it. and i don't want to fight what so ever. no no no! i just want to talk to him. so hopefully. well not get in a fight. i just want to talk to him. i have alot of stuff to say to him. about us, about ( Read more... )

i thought a certain someone would like this. hopefully put a smile on his face.

i just found out some really good news. i will be in a good mood when i go to work today! ya!!!! i am just floored. i am sorry i can't tell you y i am so happy. but i am. and ya. i love jake! he's so great! lol.

i love how i do things to make my parents to make them happy. and all i get is we don't trust you thrown right back in my face everytime i say something. it hurts ya. but whatever if they don't trust now. then they never will. it just sux bc i live in there house and i am 19 and still have to ask to go to somewhere i can't tell them. or pick what ( Read more... )

hey at least i have a job now. i might work the midnight shifts but i'm working. well she said what ever shift is available i will get. which is alright i guess. i'm not complaing bc i need the money. so i start tomorrow (well being trained) on the computer. hopefully i will actually pick up a shift. lol. that would be pretty sweet. but thats about ( Read more... )

1) if you kick a person in a wheelchair in there legs can they feel it?
2) if you get the wrapper off of a starbrust with your tongue are you really a good kisser?
3)if you put a pig in a huge slingshot can it fly?

ok so thats only 3 things to ponder but the first one i have really pondered. so leave me comments and let me know!

so i guess i have 3 canadain cousins living right down my street starting in the fall. i have felt awkward for a couple days because i have never had a relative my age live close to me. so i am now excitied i have 2 cousins living in hidden lakes. and then another one is going to OU and she will be stayin with us every weekend i guess. which is ( Read more... )

not has much has gone on. and on top of that i have to go see the vagina doctor i don't want to go and tomorrow i have to go back up to the school but only for a little bit because i have to grab my cap and gown. and thats it. so i hope i will be able to see every1 that i want to see. whic isn't too many ppl now a days but the day before graduation ( Read more... )

well since i got this job i really don't have my own life anymore. but oh well that is what happens when you get a job. i went to my gradnparents this weekend which is all right just got away from it all. it was really nice and the dinner we had was fantastic! well i am so excitied because this week i get a day from work. and next week i am goin to ( Read more... )

well not much has been going on here. went to the flea market yesterday bought some stuff went back to jacobs house to hang out. he's pretty much who i hang out with. i feel bad sometimes that me and him hang out all the time. but we have to run errands after work alot and we go usually have to go in the same area. which is pretty. cool. so i hang ( Read more... )