kay so juss wen i thought everything was purfect shit gets fucked up..me n steve r together finally but my moms being sucha CUNT i needa get outta hea....my cuzin whos a fuck face gets treated better than i do... i needa finda a place n e where but here my moms so mean i wish she'd die already! im nervous im gunna lose the 1 thing i love bcuz of my ( Read more... )

      D a N g E r O u S l Y       i N     L o V e . . . . . . . . .    I    L o V e   S t E v E

I love you... I love you, I love you ( Read more... )

kay so im sittin home thinkin bout sum stuff... i have to get a job... steve..... i have to get over him cuz no matter wat  i do its never good enuff for hjim he never appreciates me n ne thing i do for him... its ok that i give him $ wen hes broke n for valentines day spend 1131.35 for a 3 day vaca.! but theres no other guys... i hate this... i ( Read more... )

so yea im at andrews juss chillin.. xmas sucked.. i got like nothing! lol... i bought steve like a million things lol i got andrew tha coolest bowl thingy lol... n e wayz yea so its mad brick out! im still in luv wit steve n i dont know wat to do n e more cuz im sick of waitin around for him but like he sends me mixed feelings.. like i always feel ( Read more... )

kay no1 luvz me =[ i juss drove all da way down to long island for my parents to say wtf r u doin home!? wut is that shit!? n e wayz last nite i slept at steves(like i do everyweekend) and he made me realli mad lol i was gettin so mad at him cuz he woodnt do his normal thingz but thats also cuz andrew was there fora while.. but andrew even sed ( Read more... )

kay last nite i was throwin up all nite long.. i say im depressed. steve made me cry so much last nite... plus my aunt is a cunt! so watever. i was so mad i missed smallville before.. i qot my pix back from tha bahamas n sum1 took a pic of there dick... ew! but i qotta go0d pic of my butt lol... n chitty says all my pix i look like im 25 ha! i ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1) Death
2) Loneliness
3) losin my parentz.
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1) Guys
2) gurlz.
3) math
THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1) belly dance
2) how 2 fly a plane lol
3) freestlye lyk twista
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) chittys shirt she gave me =)
2) NYPD sweatpants lol
3) my boy shorts
THREE ( Read more... )

wats go0d? im home again.. m i eva gonna go back 2 skool? lol i guess im lyk overly depressed about steve.  like i ralli didnt do n e thing 2 deserve this.  i did so much shit for that guy n gave him my amp for nada! n hopefully my car is almost done, so i can get my amp back! fuckin asshole man! wat is wrong wit him? im like tha prettiest gurl he ( Read more... )

kay its tuesday im mad bored... momma donna gave me sum medicine makin me a lil woosy lol.. steve again broke my heart so i say fuck him i dont need him! i dont need to waste my time on a guy whos gunna keep hurtin me n again i did him n it was soo good but watever im gunna b 18 friday woohoo so watever im goin 2 tha clubs n meetin mad boiiz! holla ( Read more... )

See my days r cold wit out u

but im hurtin while im wit u

n tho my <3 kant take no more i still keep runnin back 2 u

See my days r cold wit out u

but im hurtin while im wit u

n tho my <3 kant take no more

i kep on runnin back 2 u

baby idk y u treat me so  bad so bad

u sed u luv dont wanna bug me n i was all u had

n tho my <3 is achin 4 u

i kant ( Read more... )