i've gained so much weight this year. i don't even recognize my body and nothing fits. it's not depressing but it's pretty miserable to look at. somethings gotta change.
this is a CONSTANT battle for me...since Alyrica was born. i mean, you remember. i was my skinniest (and not just skinny, but in tip-top shape) before i got pregnant (probably part of the reason i got pregnant). i was 122 lbs!!!!! and i hadn't been in the 120s since sophomore year of high school. during pregnancy, i wish someone would've warned me...everyone warned me of everything else...nobody told me to watch my weight until my doc did when it was too late. i gained 90 lbs! i'm still working it off...but it gets really hard to do at this point, when i have limited amount of time to workout and i live with a man who eats like he's never felt full. at times i find myself reverting back to how i was about my body in middle school...and food doesn't taste good anymore. i certainly don't feel sexy anymore. i don't like being photographed anymore. i'm still using pre-baby photos for everything even though i hate to look at how skinny i used to be. and worst of all, i fit into nearly nothing in my closet. i take so long to
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