my heart hurts just thinking of him. wondering if he is thinking of me. He probably is all happy and that with his new g/f. something tells me he still likes me. i wanna be his crying shoulder and i wanna be with him forever. i mean i know i sound desperate, but when you love someone so much you never wanna give up on them. why does everyone in ( Read more... )

what the hell chads ex g/f is starting shit with me. this is what she sent me.He doesnt want u callin him either i was w him at the game he never called u. U need 2 find ur own man. yet he called me friday night at like 1:30 to see if i was free saturday to hang out. i told her i didn't want him anyway, and she needs to get her facts straight. i ( Read more... )

i miss him so much. like there isn't a bad moment we had together. everytime i was around him, i wouldn't care about anything but him and me. i have all these good  memories, but no bad ones. so how am i suposed to deal that. i mean that has to be good. everytime i close my eyes i can see us together. i know i'm eventually gonna have to get over ( Read more... )

last night me and him worked everything out. he says he still loves me and wants to wait til i'm 18. then no one could say anything to us about my age. i told him i hope he was happy with his new g/f. he said yea until something happens between me and him. i know he wants it to. i am not gonna say anything else. i mean i am sure this is gonna work ( Read more... )

i'm stupid i fell for someone who dumped me for another girl cuz his mom didn't want us together. he called me last night and acted like i was nothing. cuz his new girlfriend was there. i started crying, she was like why is she crying. he was like i guess she still has feelings for me. so i just hung up on him. i called him back today after i ( Read more... )

i would like to apologize if i offended people by the stuff i have in here. i especially apologize to my cousin chris who is like my big brother. like i said my life is one big mess, and if people were in my shoes they might understand. i still love bryon, and yes he still loves me. if you want conformation tell me i'll make sure he tells you.or he ( Read more... )

ok so my b/f calls me at like 5 and tells me we have to seperate for awhile, cuz his mom found out i spent the night. she doesn't like the fact that i'm 17. so she doesn't want us to be together anymore. i'm so scared this isn't gonna work anymore. i mean i love him to death, and i know he loves me cuz he told me. he even was planning on us being ( Read more... )

being in love is such a great feeling. i never felt like this before. i love it. just knowing that i have someone who is always gonna be there when i need him, and someone that treats me right all the time. friday night i stayed over my b/f's house. got trashed and took my shirt off. someone took pictures. lol! i drank a 40 in like 20 mins. his mom ( Read more... )

i'm in love now, and it feels great. nothing beats this feeling. i love being spontaneous. not knowing what is gonna happen. that is so much fun.anyway update tomorrow night. if not i'll be gone all night tomorrow til saturday.

why does love make you do crazy things? i mean i'm not allowed to see this guy, but i do anyway cuz i love him. i love the thrill of wandering if i am gonna get caught or something. with these two guys i love. its just like i don't care, but if it was any other guy i would be like look i can't i'll get in trouble. i actually wanna run away just to ( Read more... )