mistletoe was last night. it was ok. it started late and ended early. i went with steven kriest. he was such a perfect gentlemen. opened the car door for me and made sure he was by me the whole entire time. so it ended at 10, so we went to eat n park. i was haveing fun, until timmy tried to kiss me. i politely told him i didn't like him like that. ( Read more... )

i know i haven't updated in a while. there is a long explanation for that. i'm not suposed to be on here anyway. you know me. i never listen i'm a bad kid. well here is my update. please comment!People say love will come and go. If it comes and doesn’t leave then you got a problem. I got that problem. I messed up the best relationship I had. Every ( Read more... )

i don't know why but all my ex's are calling me and wanting me back. i see my one ex all the time. we don't consider ourselves dating. its gonna change soon. i want a relationship, i just don't want to be seeing you. i wanna go out on dates, and hold hands in public. not go out and get laid after. thats not how it is. thats not how i am. i'm not ( Read more... )

i'm so stupid i should of never lied to my mom last night and told her stacey was driving to the club. my mom found out and now i can't use the car ever again, and i can't see bryon ever again. he wasn't even with us last night. if she keeps me from him i'm gonna kill her. don't think i haven't thought about it before. come on now i thought about ( Read more... )

i had a rough night last night. guess who called me out of no where, if ya guessed caskie your right! anyway bryon found out i was talking to him cuz we were at the mall.  so bryon decided to call him a rapist and mike heard him and then mike wanted to talk to him. he didn't want to start anything but bryon kept at him. so mike was like why don't ( Read more... )

ok so i haven't updated in a long time. not much has happened since last updated. i still miss and love mike. i know i'm gonna be stuck with gleason all my life, cuz i think i can't do better. no one even likes me anymore. i'm starting to think i am the ugliest and fatest girl,cuz no one wants me. no one even asked me to mistletoe yet. even though ( Read more... )

today my friend erin was talking about her b/f and it reminded me of my ex.her's is 19 mine was 21. they are both named mike. the reason she reminded me is cuz he dad won't let her see him, cuz she isn't alowed to date. everything he says to her is what mine said to me. i don't even hear from mine anymore. he'll probably wait til i turn 18 to call ( Read more... )

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tomorrow night is senior night. i made up the whole routine. come and see me and the rest of the squad. its a kick ass routine. kinda slutty at the end but its good. i'm just glad everyone likes it. i swear if we go to the playoffs, i'm gonna kill that damn football team. well g2g update tomorrow night, and after school since tomorrow is senior

wow i can't believe we lost and we still have a chance to go to the damn playoffs. i don't appreicate ←mispelled word, i probably just spelled that wrong too!  people really need to shut up about the captains this year. if we are so shitty why are we so decicated to the squad. if i hear shaneen is starting shit with me i'm gonna go beat her ass. i ( Read more... )