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she said
i hate my life. i really do. i hate my job... my boyfriend does not love me, no matter how much he says that he does... i know he doesnt really. he just wants me around for company, and help paying the bills. because it couldnt be that he thinks im beautiful, because he never wants to kiss me, hold me, hug me... touch me. never wants to be intimate ( Read more... ) -
spilling my guts
I just want to cry. All the time. I dont know what to do from here.
truth is, im scared. of a lot right now. not just the epilepsy.
im scared of epilepsy beating me.
im scared to have another seizure.
im scared of how stressed i am and how im on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
im scared that i wont be who people expect me to be.
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if you didn't want a garden, why'd you plant a seed?
needless to say things with david didn't work out afterall. just like myself and everyone else figured out, something just wasn't right. and it wasn't.
i finished school for the semester, and am highly considering taking this semester coming up off. i'd still be at work but there are too many things going on in my head and i hate bridgewater so i ( Read more... ) -
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its all over
REVISION:
i thought it was over. but it wasn't. and when david texted me 60 times on march 14, and proceeded to call me as well multiple times... it clearly wasn't over. he wasn't done messing with my heart and head. especially when him and donnie showed up at my house at 1am and insisted i either go home with them or go to their house ( Read more... ) -
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oh yes he also said he was jealous of john, because he thought we were a couple, and we legit took it outside and fought a couple of times. it was fun for me. -
to him
"is that what you call a getaway?
So tell me what you got away with.
cause ive seen more spine in jellyfish
and ive seen more guts in 11 year olds.
so have another drink,
and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on the road.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield."
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some of last night's funny story
Karmafaith818 (5:53:30 PM): oh so when i was drunk last night i took off my shirt because i spilled beer all over it ( Read more... ) -
alright here goes
so on my birthday, theresa came down for my birthday and she decided that we should go to joe's house since he wanted to see me so bad. so we, together, went over to joe's house, where cody and david were chilling. cody is 19, and he started hanging out with me a lot. most of the time, it'd be cody david and i together. and from the first moment ( Read more... )
