hey i switched my journal so you if your reading this its the last one.

thought i would post this last journal entry due to people not telling them i switched it. add my new journal if you want.....

KissZofDeath....

i left a comment in autumns journal. i didn't mean for it to be mean. and she wrote back some stuff which was awful. she said not to read it but i couldn't help and it kinda well hurt even though i told her i wasn't tryin to be an ass and say my comment with attitude. but the thing that gets me is that 80% of what people say and joke about are what ( Read more... )

so now im sittin in detention. it sux but its kinda fun. i get to play on the computer all i want which is very cool. im just kinda annoyed with the fact that i want a smoke really bad and well i can't cause im still in school. i think i have saturday detention too. it sux. but shannon will be there. im goin at 7 so i can get out at like 945. ugh ( Read more... )

FUCK THE WORLD AND FUCK EVERYONE

>>sorry im just sick of hearing about how everyone has someone<>

so things are ok. my life is blah though. there is no spunk and no excitment right now. lets see though last night i went to the beehive with this kid matt i know met him a few times are laga and pegs. then we went to tuscany. then after that we went over to jess's house. god we must have knocked on her door for 5 mins. she should really keep her ( Read more... )

so latley i feel left out of this lil trend i guess you would say. everyone i know seems to be well more or less with someone. jess has dave, autumn has dan, amanda has jimmy, shannon has *******, and so on and so on. i see them and its like i sit in the corner at whereever we are and think "um i want someone to hold me and love me too" god its sad ( Read more... )

its funny i sit here on this earth and i can still remember the world through the eyes of a child. i guess things were great back then. the world seemed pure and i seemed so happy to be here. but as everyone knows by now i feel i was torn away from it and thrown into a world of chaos and torment. this all came to me last night when i was at ( Read more... )

so im grounded cause on thursaday i didn't come in til about 130-145 somewhere between those times. oh well i don't really care. what i do care about is how fuckin bored i am at my house. and get this autumn is dating some guy off the internet...wow. what is it with my friends and saying they have "deep"or "strong" feelings or that they liked you ( Read more... )

one of my friends mike is in jail right now for a false charge of melestation of a 5 yr old boy. this charge was made by the boys grandfather because the grandfather doesn't like mike and he is a homophobic bastard. so he found out mike was gay and this is all happening now. i find it very funny how he just found out he was gay and just NOW is this ( Read more... )

ok so i started dating autumn on friday. the day before the depressing valentines day. well we went to a party and well i drank...DUH this is me. i then looked over while have been drunk and say matt my ex sitting on my present girlfriends lap. i flipped shit and was sooo pissed off i wanted to rip his fuckin head off. he knew i was dating her. ( Read more... )