Fucking over working 75 hours. Granted today is my sleep-in day where I'm allowed to sleep 'til 6:00am. It's still is getting to me. I'm totally burnt. I know it because, I used to be fun. Now, I'm always tired and boring. Shitty. I can't wait for July. I'm thinking that I might even just quit both my jobs around the third week of June. That way I ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of omitting Mixolydian from my practice regiment. It's such a bullshit scale. No one ever uses it. No one can argue that it's used over dominant 7 chords. It's not. Say the dominant 7 is the root chord. Everyone still uses Dorian and if they ever play the major 3rd, they just slide up from the minor 3. So, it's still pretty much Dorian ( Read more... )

So, winter is over. Thank God. I hate the winter so much, it's unbearable. I don't mind the cold or wet weather. I hate the lack of sunshine and looming clouds. But, now that spring is coming around, my spirit is lifting. I've been really productive lately. I'm finding that I'm a workaholic. I can't stand being unproductive. So, now I have four ( Read more... )

I feel bad for not updating in a long time. But, truth be told NOTHING IS HAPPENING! Holy shit. Shoot me.

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So, I'm kickin' it drinking some whiskey and I'm bored as fuck. Usually, I can keep my mom and Dan awake and get 'em drunk and start the jukebox and have a good time on the week nights. But, tonight, they're behaving themselves which is hard times for me because I don't have any fucking friends. I wish that I were working tonight or something. Blah ( Read more... )

My job is so fucking dope. You wish you were me.

I haven't posted in an extremely long time. So, where do I start? I guess with today: I am about to go out on a job hunt in maybe a half an hour. And I just went and did the book inventory shit at the College. It's pricey and I don't have enough time to use Amazon. So, now I'm living in Salinas for a semester or perhaps two semesters if it works ( Read more... )

I'm moving to the mountains. I'm going to go hide up in a corner of the earth where there is no light from the city, no fucking helicopters, no bums demanding change and cigarettes, no traffic, no freeways, no smog, nobody breaking into my car, no struggle to pay rent, no more parade of non-stop delusion. Just peace and quiet, beautiful views, ( Read more... )

Starting yesterday, I have stopped drinking. My goal is a month. And if I feel that I can go further than a month by the time June 20th comes around, then I will go another. But, we'll wait and see. I'm not excited. But, I'm concerned about my health and I hope all goes well. Hopefully I can hold out until Boston when I will get to try Gordo's home ( Read more... )