i leave for vegas today in about 10 minutes

ill fucking be 18 in 4 fucking days mother fuckers... fuckin jan 14. this fucking friday

merry christmas EVERYONE. no matter who u r if we get along or not. i wish you the very best and have fun adn be safe

drunk
i guess i drank like 15 beers
and had some peppermint snops
and had some puckers and yeah
this other alcohal that i have no clue what it is but its hella good
what else did i have.. haha
ryan gave me a ride home...
brandon gave me a ride ther...
haha wasnt what i expected it to be... haha
makes me laugh it was over beofre it started...

i cut my hair.... and dyed it again....

wow things have been pretty good latley ive been having fun and im not that sick anymore. i still feel sick but not as bad... im kinda tired... supposed to go to the blood concert tonight in frisco but guy was too drunk to remember to call me so yeah.... oh well. last night when i was drunk i made friends with alot of people i just started talking ( Read more... )

you were the thing that made me happy. now that your gone why should i be happy. why do i care. you hurt me so bad. i have no reason to be happy or excited when you call. now i look into the phone as your number calls and all i see is hatred and hurt. the feelings have gone away accept the hurt and the pain.. right now i want to cry. but all that i ( Read more... )

i feel so alone... i really do.. i think its because i hardly ever get to see my friends.. and it really sucks... i just wish my parents would stop pushing i just do... im gonna be gone all weekend wont be back til sunday night i leave bright and early in the morning... this really sucks.. it just seems like now that school started. i have noone to ( Read more... )

hmm i fucked up my arm.. which isnt good cause the stanislaus coach is coming wednesday to see me play..which will suck if its still bugging me

hey guys just got back from my game we won. tyson and derek came to see me haha i ran up to tyson and jumped on him it was great i was hella sweaty.. haha and then i jumped on derek... haha it was great.... man then justin p came too so did gary gregg hmm who else... it was great playing my old teammates cept they were kinda mad that we won...