ugh, the perfectionism crawls under my skin. it infects my brain like a common garden weed. its so hard to look past. it irks me and tugs at my fragile heartstrings. it makes me want to try harder, but in a self-degrading way. i will always be on the bottom step looking up, despite literal boundaries that prevent that from happening in the real ( Read more... )

now im in college.

c r a z y.

note to self: don't be so idealistic.

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its been awhile.

im confused.

the end.

so i need a summer job, and fast.

here are some options:

books-a-million
buckle
starbucks
coffee bean (allison's suggestion)
a grocery store (bruno's perhaps)
world market
icby
cookie company
parisian (eastdale)
gap (eastdale)

i cant think anymore. if anyone has any ideas or help, please comment.

sometimes i just start thinking. about where i've been in life, not destinations or vacations, but spiritual peaks and ditches as well as emotional ones ( Read more... )

tonight ------> camillia ball ( Read more... )

if i were a month i would be: June ( Read more... )