im freaking getting a mocha soon. its been way too long.

my head hurts and im exhausted. will these feelings ever subside?

oh by the way, im 19 now. but i dont smoke. dammit.

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your ( Read more... )

perfect timing to get tagged i suppose (despite the fact that i waited a few days to respond) bc im pretty much bored right now thanks to someone going to gayspeed [ahem]. no not really, im just bored. its my own fault.

1. first things first, i'd like to put it out there on the table that i have had this livejournal for going on 5 years now and not ( Read more... )

the english paper is complete, the sociology test is tomorrow.

im listening to muse. it makes me smile  : ) <---- [like that]

oh and by the way...
     ...where are all my effing comments, guys?

I'm not a concept. Too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours.   - Clementine (Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind)

such a great quote. i concur, i do.

believe in me as i believe in you, tonight.

it hurts so bad.

im always a step behind, beneath.

i need space. the unspoken war is tearing at my heart.

hi, im ashley and im needy. efffffffffffffffff this.

lindsay and i hung out tonight. it was g r a n d.

i <3 mochas. i <3 cambridge coffee. i <3 lindsay.

randall got his new car. i get to ride in it tomorrow. the subject line is devoted to him.

i always lie to myself. i saw always, but i dont even think thats true. see, a lie again. ::sigh:: why? this should not plague me so much as it does. but nonetheless, it does without fail ( Read more... )