well i have a new boyfriend and his name is billy!! hes 1 year younger than me and i love him to death!! we have ony been dating for about 3 months now and its really good!! in a couple of weeks we should have our on appartment its gonna be really good!! no parents to argue with, no curfue, no nothing just me and him and piece in quiet!! i just ( Read more... )

omg im so happy!! im finally leaving the bowman ranch and going to live with my step mom janae!! im so happy its not even funny!! i like cant stay still!! now the only problem is that im scared janae wont let me date chris anymore cause she doesnt like him for some reason!! she says hes a bad influence on me and stuff!! i dont think he is but owell ( Read more... )

why is it so hard for men to tell their girlfriends how they feel?? i just dont understand!! i was trying to get chris to open up 2 me last night but he just wouldnt!! he said "men arent suppose to do that!!" how messed up is that?? i dont know if i can have a relationship if its all about me!! cause all we ever talk about is me and my problems, ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE THE BOWMAN RANCH!!! I WISH IT WOULD JUST BLOW THE FUCK AWAY!!!!!!!!

ok well i have a new boyfriend and his name is chris!! and guess what......i lost my virginity to him!! so ya im not a virgin anymore!! i dont know why but i hate having relationships cause all i do is think negitive and all!! im always thinnking that hes just doing it to get in my pants, that he doesnt really like me, and all kinds of things!! i ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of life right now!! bowman is driving me crazy!! all these new rules, all the gossip, all the drama, new gurls, everything!! plus now i feel so invisible nowadays!! its like no one notices me anymore!! my mom is still M.I.A!! i miss her so much its not even funny!! well i meet this guy named drew last friday and ya i think he cute but ( Read more... )

                          ~ So sick ~

Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!hows life?? mine sucks!! i'm so sick of the bowman ranch!! i'm ready to kill half of the girls there!! its so stressful there its not even funny!! im so depressed there that they have me on depression pills about 300 miligrams!! its called welbuntrn or something!! (i dont know to spell it) well the other night i got to see daniel and ( Read more... )

sup gurl?? me not much!! well i just got your message and i just wanna let you know that i broke up with micheal along time ago and we dated for only 2 weeks!! ashley told me that you hated me and stuff!! i'm really sorry cause i didnt even know that you even knew him!! well anyways...i really miss you!! if you wanna talk to me this is the only way ( Read more... )

whats up my peeps?? well i cant wait till next week cause on the 23rd me, my mom, and stephanie go to court and we are gonna ask if we can start spending weekends with her and if the judge says yes, then we are gonna ask if we can spend the whole intire christmas break with her and my G.A.L said that she doesnt see why he would say no!! so i hope ( Read more... )