umm yeah so i havent been on in a long ass time...dont matter cuz its not like anyone reads this but yeah it helps me to go thru my thoughts...so yeah basically this is whats goin on in my life....i really am in luv wit derek but there are feelings for another boy poppin up!!! and i cant help it...i always in my life will luv derek and have ( Read more... )

a good day just took a turn for the worst ( Read more... )

wow i havent been on this shit in a really long time!! well heres my update.....workin my ass off....gonna be goin to south carolina this weekend for a week!! excited bout that! ummm me and derek are doin really good..gettin along! but we are sayin we are just talkin...which is fine wit me...hes in florida wit boozie now :( so umm yeah then gonna ( Read more... )

i got 5 and 1/2 months till im 21...ha kinda early to count down...but hey why not ( Read more... )

wow im a loser...family is out of town this weekend..i gotta work...and im sittin home on a sat nite...how gay!

awww u make me happy :)
dee is comin home soon!!! i cant wait!
God, people need to stop joinin shit...emily is goin into the air force and my cousin derek is goin into the marines...i swear everyone i know is in that shit!!! oye!

i hate cryin....i wanna move and start over..i want new friends..there are like a couple people i wouldnt change ( Read more... )

my mouth hurts...need these fucken wisdom teeth out ( Read more... )

 life is goin alrite...been workin school and all that fun shit

shawn i gotta see ur shaved head...i saw ur bros mohawk...what a dork..lol cant wait for ya to come home so we can kick it ova the summer :)

yeah things over all is goin good now...me and derek are doin real good..still no title on us yet...but its all good.

finally gettin along wit ( Read more... )

wow was it freezin last weekend..but it was good shit! the 1st nite i was up till 6am and had to deal wit drunk people gettin a 4 wheeler stuck in some stream thing by the highway...that was pretty funny! the second nite we ended stayin in a hotel...fucken 30 out is tooo cold to sleep in a tent..but in the hotel was fun..havin jennifers friend jon ( Read more... )

weird me and booz are havin a convo bout masterbation...hmm intrestin..and why is it that always guys are like well if i was a gurl i would play wit my boobs all the time! boys are just funny sometimes ( Read more... )