yeh so tonight i was thinking ehh im gonna sit home and do nothing and be a bum well i was wrong. sam came over and we chilled and did work and talk to our respective people so i was like sam what are you up to tonight and she was like this party thing and i was like blah well im gonna be fat and stay on my bed. well i was wrong then all these ( Read more... )

So today was the day when my parent dropped my off at uni and i am now in my dorm room which looks and feel like me. I was really suprised at how controlled it all was there were only a few tears and i can honestly say i think i am really ready for this, university and all. I am the first one on my floor as i moved in like 2 days early so every1 ( Read more... )

Yeh so my last couple days in the UK and europe are now comming to an end....its been an amazing month and i wouldn't want to spend it any other way then with my love and my family, but strangly even though i still have like a month till school i find myself getting almost panicked now about it. i don't get it i am a good student and i did well in ( Read more... )

yeh so i am in berlin right now and it is an amzing thing....germany though not in the world cup finals got 3rd tonight and the city is on fire there are soo mnay happy people its awesome i don't think i will sleep because every horn on every car is alive and screaming and since my room has no air con not even a fan i am forced to keep that window ( Read more... )

So i graduated last thursday and i feel awesome but that only lasted the weekend because i started working for my dad yesterday.....its only 4 hours a ady pushing papers but it still a job. it was awesome i did a speech for the class reflections and i was soo touched that like parents that had never said hi to me in like 10 years were comming up to ( Read more... )

So today has been a wonderful day.....i woke up late with no exam to worry about and i ate breakfast and did some chem review. Then i had this feeling like awww i wish boy would show up and like just show up because i miss him but he has work to get money to pay for the summer damn......but then i hear this voice that low and behold belongs to my ( Read more... )

I love that he can just float right back into my life as though nothing has ever changed and that he never went away to school.............but now he is back and he is mine and we are together and life is good again.
it was a wonderful day

I have been up since 4:47 in the morning...well thats when i put the light and tv on i have prolly not even gone to sleep tonight, and why because i have a massive cold and my lungs are packing it in fuck. i just want to sleep not sleeping is on of the worst feelings ever, you are just suck in limbo envious of all thoes darkened windows across the ( Read more... )

Dear god....my nerves have been all messed with so as they are regenerating they like to mix feelings....i itch and hurt at the same time or feel like ants are marching under my skin ick ick ick....but what ever its all good look towards the end

yeh ow......now im feeling it w/e its worth it in the long run a little pain for the gain its cool......just sux to get out of bed and sit down n shit like that. oh well thats what pain meds are for