i cant take it. all the people i love are leaving me.. and im scared. scared more than anything because im afraid of whos next. everyone whos reading this, i love you.. if i have ever done anything to you in the past .. i apologize. life it just too short. i lost a little brother, a bestfriend, a part of my heart. he brightened up the room, and ( Read more... )

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yesterday was alright.. whatd i do again?

o ya. i went to lex n jacs after school for a little (cause i was hungry) .. got picked up and me n jac went back to my house for awhile and then got ready to go to austins. it was a good time i guess_until it got broken up haha but thats okay! (niki dont worry babe, i dont hate u, i LOVE you! haha u goof)
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can you box this up? shes being a bitch...
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this is the THIRD time im trying this whole journal thing over again... everytime i make one of these i always end up getting really screwed over..so whatev, we'll see where this one takes me. Although im sick --> tomorrow should be interesting.  Austin's having a buncha people over happy face. augh i've been sick forever! i hate it.. i didnt go to ( Read more... )