but I wasnted to jump on here in case anyone still reads this and announce that I AM EIGHT WEEKS PREGNANT! and I am happy. my bf, shannon carter, is the very best man I have ever met. I have only known him 8 months but we haven't had a single argument and he treats me wonderfully and hes buying a house and we are gonna live happily ever after ( Read more... )

hmmm...my sister is in the hospital here in columbus becuase she thought she should kill herself. I haven't seen her in two years. I am supposed to see her tonight at 7. blah. shannon just wants to be friends...blah. just when things start to get better they fall apart!

wow. I just read my last entry and kinda wanna cry. brandon proposed right before christmas and I said yes...then he got arrested for felony theft and went to jail for two weeks. currently he is on house arrest. I dumped him because I couldn't really handle his problems and mine too. so I moved in with a girl I work with. right now I am just ( Read more... )

what a crazy weekend. Brandon asked me to move out but not break up? then he calls me at charrie's, where I was staying, at 3 am to ask me to come over and watch a movie. ummm, no thanks, you wanted me away from you not more than a few hours ago. So then yesterday we had a "date" I took him to mike and charrie's property in brown county. it's ( Read more... )

As all of you who ACTUALLY READ my lj, I live with my boyfriend. My boyfriend has been having some serious issues lately and has finally gone to see a psychiatrist. But now hes coming off one med and getting started on another and the last week/week and a half, he's totally blown me off. Barely even kissed me. He swears its the medicine. But I can' ( Read more... )

but oh well. I took this picture with my camera so it isn't that great, but isn't my little girl just soooo adorable in her halloween costume? lol

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Richard is playing at the crump on the eighteenth, so is tragedies aside. I am going. no matter what.
brandon is in the shower. I am currently depressed for some reason. I was yesterday too.
the other day I spray painted the rust spots on my car. lame.

damn, bruce, I think you may be the only one who'd read this and so for you, sorry I haven't updated in forever. well things are rocky with brandon, he's struggling with a lot of issues I don't feel like putting in the public view, but I have faith that we will work through it. I can't put so much effort and love into someone and then just give up ( Read more... )

so whats up everyone? brandon got mad at me for not taking my cell phone with me one night and promptly destroyed it on the driveway. so melissa, if you read this, give me a call-350-8841-cuz I lost your number. or rather, bandon did. but hes supposed to replace it(my phone) soon, I am using his for now. anyway, everything else is good, been ( Read more... )

I just realized how GIRLY I am. I usually try to be strong and independent and un-girly and SO not trendy...but when I get sad or upset, I go shopping and I feel better! how girly. how silly. especially since I lose my job THEN go shopping to make myself feel better. I should SAVE my money, but NOOO, my girly-ness took over!!! ack ( Read more... )