OMG about 2 1/2 hours after Cory left my house 911 called me and asked if I knew anywhere he could be b/c he didnt get home.....I am crying uncontrolably right now....I knew he was upset but I really hope he didnt do anything stupid! I just got home from driving up and down Sodus looking for him. My mind has so many terrible things in it I am so ( Read more... )

Well my mom now knows and she was crying and saying i didnt need to know and that no good with come from me knowing...and i tried to tell her i still love her and joe the same but i was mad cause she wouldnt tell me....idk i can never win i guess i dont know how i can prove to her i still love her and Joe. I was upset and confused and know i know ( Read more... )

Well my life is very secretive i guess, not by me I'm not the one with teh secrets just my family and i am the only one who doesnt know them. Well for example i just found out the one true love source(Non-sexually) is really not my brother, well he is but with a different parent, and i found out he also does things that could end up killing him, ( Read more... )

Hey i am chillin with karri and kayla's lil sisiter she is the mini-shit she is the only one i know besides jenn and liz who stay up until frickin 3:50 am with me cool stuff huh? i know later much

Today i went with my Kerby baby and sexy Shane. We went golfing for the very first time well for me and kerby shane was "experienced" and helped us learn the right ways to do everything. Kerby and I sucked but Shane was awsome plus Kerby did better then me....jeez i just suck at hitting little balls with a long stick....but ohh well thats why i am ( Read more... )

Karri and Kayla are here yay! ok im done

well to be simple me and chris arnt together anymore and i found thaT SOME people i would never had guessed like me....jeez life is so confusing, im not sure what to do and plus i actually saw my dad....omg my life is just full of to much stuff i just want to go somewhere alone to just do what i want with no consequences and no one telling me what ( Read more... )

Today was the same old day i guess, but andrea is here i love seeing her....she is so cute but i cant wait to go to the mall and see my new friend malissa i met her through jenn, i am so happy we got off of school it is getting to be so much i just need some time off once and a while...i like school i guess it isnt torture but it gets kinda heavy ( Read more... )

I am actually here! it has been forever and i was having mixed feelings on our closeness but hey i have mixed up hormones too so i guess i was a lil wild at the time...i am so happy i am actually seeing them, we might go to W.G tomorrow to see karri's boyfriend play baseball....but we need a ride! dammit i need a car! and $, and a job and a cell ( Read more... )

well vacation is coming up and like usual i am stuck here in sodus fun fun(not really)plus chris is gone to mertle beach...but the good news is fri is kerbys b-day nanas is sat. and lauras is next week.....lots of ppl and another good thing is i got my prom dress! it is soooo beautiful and i actually dont look that bad in it! whoo hoo! and i am ( Read more... )