So lately i havent been really knowing what the hell is going on in my life at this point. i'm really lost and confused. its like i wanna just lay in my bed and never get up. lately every time i talk to brian i feel just a little closer to him. he has to be the most amazing person i think i have ever met. i dont ever think i will find some one as ( Read more... )

my life totally blows right now. one of my best friends is moving to ohio. my other best friend wont evenspeak to me and i hope she she will be able to forgive me soon. i need her more than anything right now. i'm having my dog put to sleep tomorrow and i just want to curl up in bed and not wake up for a while. i've done nothing but cry these past ( Read more... )

I had the greatest time ever. It's right in front of my face as Marci would say. I've never felt closer to my very best friends. There is something about walk with friends in the rain that has such a huge impact on my life. As Marci would hum in the distance, "MY MIND IS TELLING ME NO","BUT MY BODY,MY BODY IS TELLING ME YESSS". Marci you know how ( Read more... )

I know all my lj's sound the same. Boo hoo lets feel bad for t-mac. So things are going down hill for me lately and i'm not really sure why.Just seeing people together hurts a lot but there is nothing that i can do about it. i just want something now. I'm tierd of hearing "you'll find someone soon". F*ck that! I want someone now DAMN IT! Only a ( Read more... )

Right now I'm @ m.murda's. She cut my hair its so hot i've never been happier. she always does a great job. i'm glad i have such great friends.... kiki, m.murda, gansta mike. i'm listening to this awesome song i've never heard it before but its cool. i know all of this is really random. do i care.....ummmmmm Nope! i really want to hang out with ( Read more... )

so the begininng of the weekend was great. i finally kissed a guy that i've had a crush on forever. i'm a little confused about the whole situation but its cool. i really miss m.murda and ki ki. i hope we can all hang out soon. i've been feeling a little left out as well.but i mean we all have different lives and i'm trying to get rid of all the ( Read more... )

HI everyone how are you? I've a little depressed lately. I'm sick of talking about shit i don't care about anymore. like m.murda says "get over it". On a better note I have been having a great time at the loft with gansta mike and m.murda. we are all really good friends now. its great know straight guys now. i have met a lot of nice people. on to ( Read more... )

Wow, Holy Shit, it's been 4 ever since I wrote in here. Last night was great. I hung out with marci and mike we drank and drove around. mike drove us through a little trail then we realized thatwe couldnt fit. Marci had to pee so we stopped on the side of the road and she went behind a huge tree in the woods and was laughing really crazy. marci ( Read more... )

This weekend should be great. Kisha is coming home and me, Marci, Kisha and Stephanie are hanging out. We are going to see Constantine. I might have Marci's friend Richard meet us there with his cousin. I'm really excited to meet Rich. He seems great. We have a lot in common ( Read more... )

Well first off, Life Sucks! I'm still single.(blah). I've met some new people. Trying to let go of the old friendships that weren't real.Confusion has definately played a huge part in my life lately. I wsh life would get better. I think it will when marci and i move out together. No more drama. No more lies, bullshit, and shady people. Fuck all the ( Read more... )