i really wish there was something you could do too. i wish there was somethign someone could do but they cant. and i've just got to work through it. yeah its hard but i can do it. i can be strong. i really really love him thought with every inch of me. but i got to let that go.
uhm...it's okay. im working through it. i really dont know how to. seriously it hurts so much. i hate waking up every morning to being so unhappy. but i guess its just a part of life you have to live and get over. you learn as you go. sometimes you lose. and i did. anyways thank you so much for you offer to help. you can IM me at toblonde4you86 im usually on away message because now that we brok up i work 50 hours a week at 3 different jobs to keep my mind off of things. it hurts to much to think about. anyways thank you all for your concern and you comments. i love you all kisses.
I totally know what your going through. Losing someone who you really care about hurts the most..trust me, I went through it this time last year. Except I went down the drain, drugs and all that bad stuff...wasnt good.Thats why im always offering help because I dont want to see anyone to look like i did and do what i did..it was awful. I was so close to the edge and nobody realized it. Court you know im always here for you..no matter what ok, you can IM me too its ImAllmonkey. Just keep yourself busy and its ok to cry...it really is. <3
. i really am trying to stay busy. but its not working. yeah i work like 13 hours days but i work at a tanning salon. so i've got alot of down time. so im always thinking of him. and about how much i hurt. i dont know. i seriously cant stand it. ill be walking to the door at work or helping a costumer and tears start running down my face. idk i need to go out and have fun with friends. thank you for your offer love ya.
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