I am stressed above and beyond the norm. Life is really complicated... I can't seem to find work to save my life... I may have to break down and actually get a job in a retail store... which is a last straw. I don't want to work on commission and I dont want to work nights and weekends. I'm looking for a 9-5 desk job. Why is that soooo difficult to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how he's done it, or even what he's actually done... but he has taken me by storm. He is the light of my life. I had always hoped that somewhere in the world there was one person who was perfectly fit for me and I think I've found him. He's just so... wonderful. This week I've been working full days and he works litterally in the next ( Read more... )

7 months since Guy and I got together and it's just amazing! We work so well together. We learned how to make cinnamon rolls that are almost identical to Cinnabon and it's something that we love doing together. I know cinnamon rolls are not the best hobby to have, but i think it's more of the "we both have a part to play" when we're making them. I  ( Read more... )

I am finally happy! it's been a long time coming... i am finally in a place where i can get up every morning and know that what i'm doing with my life is right. kinda funny how i do something for me and yet i know there are things about the situation that are wrong. but i dont care... i'm happy and hes' happy and for the first time in my life that' ( Read more... )

he went out last night, till 6 in the morning. and then he sends me this text that says "i love you, just thought I would let you know I got home about 2 hours ago me and julissa stayed up and talked afterwords, i doubled with her, that's why i was suprised sorry. i love you i hope you're sleeping well, i miss you" and i'm not even mad about him ( Read more... )

the things that are really bugging me....

i hate when you toot your own horn... when you get me something so I know you're thinking of me (conveniently when we're having problems)... when you bring things up one right after the next just to remind me of all the good things to put the bad things in the back of my head... when you text me more often ( Read more... )

I feel like a lead balloon. I have no energy, no excitement, nothing to look forward to. I need to get out of this funk i'm in. I am afraid the only way for me to do that is to let him go. I dont feel like we're right for each other anymore. I am annoyed all the time. I get annoyed when he talks about flag football, or classes, or someone he saw, ( Read more... )

This delectable recipe was submitted by Marta of Sugar Crush Cupcakes.

For the cake:

• 
  A basic vanilla cupcake recipe or boxed vanilla cake
• 
  1 large lime

For the Frosting:

• 2 sticks softened butter
• 1/4 cup milk
• 1 tsp. vanilla

i am so stressed out... i swear that's the only reason i keep my livejournal open. he's been gone for a month and already i feel him really gone... like, i feel alone, and when i get on the phone i feel empty and i hate it. and the comments i keep getting aren't helping my situation any. mom and i were talking today and i said "if you were in my ( Read more... )

i'm ready to sit down and vent again and AGAIN i can't think of anything to say. i'm so sick of having a full mind when i'm busy and not being able to clear out the thoughts when i actually have time to do so. i'm annoyed with not having any new friends since i've moved it's been 4 months and nothing. i have so much more to say but again, i'm blank ( Read more... )