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when will i finally be content with my life. the time that has passed..and stil nothing ( Read more... )

gosh my life couldnt be more routine and predictable than it already is..its like i know everything thats gonna happen even before the person comes into my life ( Read more... )

fuck i dunno wats wrong with me...i just dont want to fucking try anymore..i dont wanna try to be anyones friend i dont wanna try and be a decent daughter and i dont wanna try being a good worker at work...this blows. why do others strive for greatness and i strive for shit..i just dont have the drive or the will to want to and it scares me..how ( Read more... )

i've been so sad..its insane and my sis too...fuck we're all screwed up ( Read more... )

things have been sorta nuts in my life for the past month or so...made new friends i have a boyfriend now that i like spending time with...my friends are all faraway from me except for the select few..i dont really have time for a life cuz of school work and my dad...that is the most depressing part..my dad.. i dont know but i think its his master ( Read more... )

man i have had a rocky april..so many bad things but one great thing..i met a new boy!!!! he is so freaking awesome and i love spending time with him...he's amazing..and we get along..who knew....well i have also met lots of new people..through him..and work..man my new kids at work are angels...and i can so do with out one boy there..and he will ( Read more... )

Fuckin School People Got rid of myspace.com!!! pussies...dont want to be independent and different!! no one is gonna come to their fuckin computer lab now...so many damn pods and no one is gonna be able to pay for them...!!!!

fuckin losers!!

evie

i am sitting here and hating everything that this new year is gonna bring..i can feel the tention building and i am already to explode!! if not i am going to implode!!! i dont know wat it is but i can feel such hostility towards everything..i really just need that fast forward button..and or my escape hatch to get out of this fuckin shit hole ( Read more... )

well geez here i am i could be home sleeping but no i have to come to school to not even go to class...i have one stupid class and i took another test that i didnt pass and here i am in the computer lab wasting away...fuck i hate this shit ( Read more... )