Today was probably the most emotional shittiest day i've had in a long time. I dont really want to say why, i'm jsut going to leave it at that. I have a lot of thinking to do on some certain things and i think while im in new york for that couple of days will be the perfect time. But anyways..today was filled with a whole lot of nothing..i went to ( Read more... )

There is one thing that is the most important thing to me right now..and that is that my sister doesnt end up like me. I want her to be better than i am, and do the resposible thing. I was so stupid back in the day, and i dont want her to make the same mistakes i did. I want her to save her self for someone that she will be with for a very long ( Read more... )

Well today was very relaxing. I saw a movie with two of my very good friends, and i got to hang out with Courtney's boyfriend today..and she looked very happy with him, so I'm so excited for her that she is that happy now. She definetly deserves this. But after the movie we all got something to eat then walked around for a little while. Then one of ( Read more... )

Today was definetly the worst day of my life. First I was supposed to be at work at 9:30, but it just so happenes that I wake up at exactly 9:30..so i get up, get dressed, brush my teeth then leave. Yeah I didnt have time to take a shower...thank God i took one last night, but i still felt nasty. Lets see what else happened...we got completly ( Read more... )

"and it only hurts when I'm breathing ( Read more... )

Well today I had a lot of time to think a lot of things through. And i came to realize a couple of things. I think most of my problems come from my dad. Like he has always treated me differently from my sister and well..obviously from my brother. But I can always remember feelings as if he loved her more than me or whatever and like i was unwanted ( Read more... )

Well i woke up today waiting for a call, so while i was waiting, i decided to clean out my room and get rid of a lot of stuff. my room is all nice and clean now, and i got rid of a little bit of stuff, but a lot of it was memories and reminders of special people and things to me. Like i found a picture of Kristen looking at kaitlin and kirstan like ( Read more... )

I feel really crappy right now, i just noticed how easily i can get swallowed up in things that I really have no place to be involved in anyways. I mean, i feel like i should be there, bc it just feels so comfortable, and..i dont want to say right, bc im not sure if its right or not, but i guess the word im looking for is i guess it jsut feels ( Read more... )

Today was awesome! ok first i went out to lunch with Johnny Blaze and Trey, then we all went shopping around..waiting for andrew. Man that kid was a hour and a half late. But yeah, we all had fun shopping going to different places..lots of laughs. But that wasnt the best part of the day..the best part was seeing the greatest person in the world... ( Read more... )

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