Today I was supposed to go to the Warped Tour with this guy Brandon, which is my sister's friend's brother. Well he called me up at like 10:30 telling me to get ready bc he would be at my house in like 45 min and he would call me in a half hour. So I get all ready then I wait for his call. Never called. So i call him and he never picked up..that ( Read more... )

I have a problem hopefully some of you guys can help with..All i want to know is, is it so bad to hope for the perfect guy. The one perfect person that makes your heart skip a beat everytime you see him..the one perfect person who makes you get butterflies in your stomach everytime you guys are together..the one perfect person that you get this ( Read more... )

Lets see...right now I'm talking things through with Trey, and it looks like we are friends again. I'm also talking to my lovely Ryan, but hes not cool anymore bc he does less stressful work and gets paid more, and i have to work forever to get a fraction of what he gets..so he sucks. And I'm so proud of my little Chadwick..he's getting over Joy, ( Read more... )

I definetly had a bad day at work. Like work its self wasnt bad, but i was just in a horrible mood and i cant pin point why. But as soon as i got my two checks..i was back into my normal self happy mode. I was soo stoked. But anyways..I had a great time working with Angel..i always love chillin with him, hes like one of the greatest people i have ( Read more... )

wow, I havent written in here in a while. Basically I've been trying to keep my mind off things by keeping busy. I've been working as much as i can, but i did have a nice week basically off. I only had to work two days last week...that kicked ass, a little down time for myself. I spent most of that week with my friend Trey, which is a guy that i ( Read more... )

Today some asshole fuck decided to look at my planner today and say.."Hey didnt you like hate this chick? Why the hell do you care if she died or not?" Well to anyone and everyone who thinks the same thing...FUCK YOU! I dont care who the hell you are, you can shut the hell up. I loved Kristen, and I dont care if any of you believe me. I think about ( Read more... )

Wow i had the biggerst realization just now...nothign is the same anymore. Everything and anythign that i used to know...is no longer there. Everything and everyone that i have ever loved isnt there anymore. It jsut seems to me as you grow up, the things you want to hold onto the most disappear. I hate that, im just not ready to let go of some ( Read more... )

This is the best homework i have ever had! I have to watch and analyze the Loin King, and lisatent to the tones of the characters and see what the media is putting in the movies. And its really interesting bc Scar, mufasa's brother and simaba's uncle, he is gay, if you listen to his voice he sounds gay. and the hyenas..well they are black people. ( Read more... )

...i went to my work after school to see my schedule and to ask my manager susan if i can switch positions. Well to be an Usher supervisor i have to wait until summer or spring time...so i have a couple of months of hair ripping stress to go through, dont get me wrong, i mean i lofe the respect that i get, and all the responsibility, but what i ( Read more... )

thats it, i give up. Im so tired of all of this going on in my head. Everyone has been asking me whats wrong...why are you never around anymore..well its because i dont want to be around people. I hate going to work now, i hate being around people who remind me of kristen, and i hate being outside. All i do anymore is bury myself in a book and get ( Read more... )